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(Your lovergirl) Cyz, 071091“Saying you’ll never fall in love is like saying that you’ll never smile. No matter how hard you try not to, someone is going to come along and make you.”
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Jan 31, 2009
Painted faces Did dcn in the slides in the morning. Mum helped me with the pizzas i brought to sch today. :) Met lp & the rest at mac. Took out my dear pizzas for them :) See how nice this cyz is. Headed to Wayne's office. We were late for ard 40 mins, but wayne's always very forgiving. waited for weien to come. Then they go ahead to present first. Aftermath was our turn, hmm the whole thing went relatively smoothly. :) Wayne's words are always very encouraging, though i think he knws that weien helped us with our packet tracer, he still commented relatively well on our presentation. He ate my pizza too =D Went to Amk hub to watch movie & eat dinner. Wedding Game this time round, hmm nt really very nice, but thr's laughables parts still. Mos Burger for dinner :) Aft that went to Fairprice while the guys gt their facial items, i gt a few little stuffs to try out as well. Beautiful faces i see everyday :) Love.   Ohyes, and its always nice hearing people saying they graduated fm their school & so on. And always better to hear that they will be joining you in your school too. Like fm what i knw now, thr's two of my friends joining nyp in the april intake. How cool right. Working tml, then going to ahyi's hse to stay overnight. Sunday will be little dear ahbee's 1st bda celebration. Me love her. xoxo. Jan 30, 2009
I remember the good times baby, now, and the bad times too. Projs are stress, stress are projs. Went to sch, wayne's office. Tutorial room, labtest. I didnt knw how to find the default gateway, all thanks to his hints here & there. I find him really nice at times, but at times when he's teaching, i feel like slapping him. So yeah, quite contradicting. Katrine came, followed by Lp & the rest. We did almost nothing. Moved to mac to eat & continue our dcn. Thanks to weien again. See its our projs but he helped us alot. Hmm, i think initiative is really a very impt factor. I see few people ard me has it, way to improve. Alright i see me talking out of point, cause im realy tired & sleepy. And i truly believe sleeping is the best cure. Before me the best lovely blogger ends my post, :) :0 :S :D =] HA HA HA HA HA HA Teh LP in action :) We held hands tight, scream our love. Not lesbian, but bestie. See us like this in one year's time, ten years or even fifty years. Nonsensical but true :)  Overdued pics.  HAPPY CNY TO ALL OF YOU :D IM WAY TOO LAZY TO ELABORATE WHAT HAPPENED & SO ON FOR MY CNY. IN CONCLUSION, SHORT & SWEET, I'H A RLY WONDERFUL ONE. FROM THE REUNION DINNER TO OUTINGS WITH POLY LOVABLES & AHYI'S HSE.  Random: I really love to eat puddings. BYE. xoxo. Jan 26, 2009
HAPPPY CNY PEEPS!  I had a very nice tuan yuan fan with my family yst. Yummylicious fooooooood. :D Done my nails, my face mask & eye mask, & trimmed my brows. Im going to bath nowwwwwwwwwwww, will be gg to can guan's lp hse later before meeting the rest for movies. :D EXCITED! xoxo. Jan 25, 2009
So i might've made a few mistakes But that was back when you would smile  I went to trim my hair with my sister. It was a damn long queue, and i waited for ard 30mins :S Rushed to take bus to hg inter, waited for train fm there. Received Foo Fang Ying's msg, turned to my left and saw him. Lol, i counted, it was alr 7 years of friendship, he used to be my kor, Lol. Hope to see him soon, he's always looking great. Hahaha. Went to work, saw Stanley the new partimer. Kak talked to me in the store. Then i realised actually so many thing happened which i'h missed out. Went to check my pay cause kak wana me SP. so she allowed me to go check, when i show my sad face & said i haven checked pay. I'h gt pretty nice amts for this mth :D Bought my body polish & a face moisturiser :) CJQ's friends came, and SP too. ohyes, im nt working tml hahahahahaha. Happpy man! Probably meeting XW tml for last min shoppings! She still haven cfm with me, gave excuses like i try to wake up early etc etc. Alright, me is happy today. :D Just dont make things complicated, we'll be fine. xoxo. Jan 24, 2009
TOTALLY DRAINED OUT. BYEZ. XOXO. So Far Apart  Sch was totally crap. Went for IAD lect, Geroge was going through the lect notes. Aftermath, he released us exceptionally early. Went to SC to eat, thn lp came. ELP to print our CCT final report. Parted with HT while the rest of us headed to Chinatown. dranks tang shui & ate carrot cakes. Qi fen's there at CT but its even crowded at night. Hate the squeezing here & there. Lp went to find her friend who's selling flowers :S HAhaha. headed to Clarke Quay. Bought my heels. Ate at subway, homed. Im very vernehxxzz tired. Working resumes tml. Say you're sorry That face of an angel Comes out just when you need it to As I paced back and forth all this time Cause I honestly believed in you Holding on The days drag on Stupid girl, I should have known, I should have known. xoxo. Jan 23, 2009
Think of me Did projs till ard 9plus. Wayne called me to cfm the lab retest date. He wanted me to retake it tml, but i told him im still unprepared, so i suggested next week & very nice him decided to go along with me. :) Went to eat dinner with Lp & Weien at amk. Talked abt cny agn, excited. But whats getting me being not so excited kind of mood was the pain in my stomachzzzzzzzz. Idk whats wrong, perhaps it was gastric. Weien caught up with me while we separated our way back home. He sent me home, thanks so much. Really damn pain, but thanks to dear dad who applied sme oil on my stomach & asked me to cover with blanket. So now my stomach area has been rolled on with my blanket. Ohyes, im gng Weijie's hse visiting soon during one of these days during cny period. Haha. Also, very looking forward to cny esp steamboat with family & classmates! Outings with my classmates on the following days too :) Randomly i bloghopped & saw this quote. Consider this.
I decided not to go back to yyss for cny celebration tml though angeline asked me along. Cause im rly tired to wake up & go off for sch & spend little time with them :S I rather have a gathering where we meet up for longer hrs. So, i will see you babes soon :) Esp, gladys, miss ya! Im tireddxxzzzzzzzzzz, BYE. xoxo. Jan 21, 2009
Memories stay Yst i stayed over at Grandma's hse. Uncles, auntys, cousins all came over & had sme rituals in the noon time. Till the nightime, we went to burn ahma's hse over at the field. Cousin droved & gt me my mac over at the 24hrs drive thru :D Stayed at the wake burning incense paper with cousin inside till 2plus 3am then went to sleep. Rituals this morning agn. Aft that thr's a van to drive ahma's cofffin. And we walked on the road along yishun, following behind a car & the van for quite sme time before we get on the bus. All the way to Mandai for ahma's cremation. Abit of praying thr in the room, thn we went over to the viewing room whr ahma's coffin was being delivered thr to burn. Standing over at the glass door, so near yet so far. Cried while saying, 'ahma run the fire's burning!' in dialect. Sneezings here & there, cause everything's gonna be gone just in a blink of eyes, or rather in just a min. Toook the bus back to grandma's hse, sat with don. He was super quiet too, though usually he's the damn noisy one. Xiaoyi didnt follow us to the cremation, cause she stayed back to look after Ahbee. Ate at downstairs, thn bathed. & home. Slept for 4 hrs aft i got home. Oh i did mention my cousin just came back fm Thailand nt long ago right. He gt me a top fm thr :) xoxo. Jan 20, 2009
IM FINALLY DONE WITH IAD. I WANA SLEEP NOW BYE. IM FINALLY DONE WITH IAD. I WANA SLEEP NOW BYE. Jan 19, 2009
Numb towards I guess the most heart breaking was seeing your loved ones heart broken. The scene when my cousin returns fm Thailand to attend grandma's funeral. He doted most on grandpa, next will be grandma & now.. Stay strong my dearest brother, no one wishes for this to happen either. wo men da jia ai ni. Sleeping late & waking up as early as 7 plus. Everyone just rest their eyes in each & everywhr ard the hse. I knw grandma's happy enough to see everyone contributing. Rest in peace. I hate projs bigtime. Big damn time. Vb is dued tml. I gt so stressed over this bloody thing. Sorry to all those who tried talking to me over msn but i simply ignored. Gna be down to my grandma's funeral after school on tues, & wed i will be excused fm school. Mum dont allow us to go tml cause she's worried we dont have enough sleep for sch the next day. To CJQ for the wakeup call tml, thanks in advance! :) Status: Headache. Proper update soon. Bye! xoxo. Jan 17, 2009
Treasure every time, every mins, every seconds. Treasure every now. I regret not having close moments with my grandma. Upon hearing the news this morning, i know everything is too late. No point crying, yes i knw. Remember that life's most treasured moments often come unannounced. I know she's left happily. Rest in peace my dear grandma.. Always, we came to regret, & finally said this three words to your dearest person. I Love You. xoxo. Jan 16, 2009
Bonds Lol, My very cutiez sister texted me during CCT saying: Yanzhen, i say the chinese dance le i think i dont want late mummy scold. I roughly knw what she wana say was, this was the first time she smsed me Hahah. And I replied her with this, Girl, you must call me zehzeh even though its in sms ok :) Okay up to you, but must choose carefully ok, dont because your friend then follow her join ok. Consider chinese orchestra, they are not bad :) Lolllllll. More rantings up next i guess. I gt too much complaints abt life seriously. xoxo. Unaware of what I'h missed Recently been loaded with lots of projs. CCT was done with today's presentation, 5 short & sweet slides. Left with, VB, IAD, DCN (the biggest crap of all), DEP. Almost all, or i guess all have to be dued next week. None of the above i'h mention are alr done. All are halfway through, or take DCN for example, nothing has been done yet. I hate school so much, i doubt anyone loves it. On a random note, Im working @ bodyshop tmlll agn. Hopefully, no fussy customers. I saw this phrase in every pages of my notebook, 'Always smile for everyone'. Before i end this random ranting post. Read this! Royston Tan @ ROYSTONTAN.NET says (10:18 PM): write im nice or something like that la Chen❥yanzhennnnn : D says (10:19 PM): whyyyy Chen❥yanzhennnnn : D says (10:19 PM): you also nt nice Chen❥yanzhennnnn : D says (10:19 PM): treat me so badly Royston Tan @ ROYSTONTAN.NET says (10:19 PM): say again! Chen❥yanzhennnnn : D says (10:19 PM): thn still wana me to lie Chen❥yanzhennnnn : D says (10:19 PM): WHAT Royston Tan @ ROYSTONTAN.NET says (10:19 PM): wahhhh Royston Tan @ ROYSTONTAN.NET says (10:19 PM): sad ah Royston Tan @ ROYSTONTAN.NET says (10:19 PM): this kind of sister Evidence of how badly he's treating me! :( Royston Tan @ ROYSTONTAN.NET says (10:20 PM): if i go ur sch Royston Tan @ ROYSTONTAN.NET says (10:20 PM): i will pull ur hair Royston Tan @ ROYSTONTAN.NET says (10:20 PM): i swearrrrrr Chen❥yanzhennnnn : D says (10:20 PM): WHAT Royston Tan @ ROYSTONTAN.NET says (10:20 PM): pull ur hair Royston Tan @ ROYSTONTAN.NET says (10:20 PM): pinch ur chubby cheeks Chen❥yanzhennnnn : D says (10:21 PM): NO SIAO AH Royston Tan @ ROYSTONTAN.NET says (10:21 PM): what i knw its kind of nonsensical, Lol. Overall, My XinWen brother is quite cute! xoxo. Jan 15, 2009
What's gone, is gone.  Free your soul let it go let it go, Just a little bit of love. So please don't say you wanna give up. How do I tell you that I'm fallen in love? And I know your waiting patiently for that day, When we no longer have to lie about us. All I want is your touch, And when you call me I don't wanna hang up, And I know I said it often but I can't wait, Till' we no longer have to lie about us. Add on to my new year resolution. (10) Stay happy, always. xoxo. Jan 14, 2009
我只能永远读着对白 读着我给你的伤害 我原谅不了我就 请你当作我已不在 She's my bestest :) More than words can say.  Thanks Laura Lim, though you used all possible vulgarities on me & i used them back on you, But you are still smeone who i can share everything with. I love you so much, Meetup more often ok!  Thank you CJQ for helping me to infer this & that :) Brightens my day a little. But I dont like school. xoxo. Jan 13, 2009
Sometimes when things go to the extreme, I just thought, 'why not put an end to it?'  PROJS ARE BIGTIME SUCKERS :S Im eyeing on a few more tops now :)/:( I hate 8am lessons & its gna happen right tomorrow :S xoxo. Jan 12, 2009
Now, i remember.. This is outside Amk hub :) Wishing well kind of thing.  The pictures arent very nice, i mean my face hahah, so i decided to put them tgt :) TLP, & JCWE! :)  Timershots, & so :D  Pleasant surprise right in the morning, saw Benson while boarding 72. I didnt see him for super long, was told by him that he's heading to amk to have his car theory exam. Chatted on the bus & hopefully meet up with him & the rest soon. People like sharon, huiying, & Jinxian :D Went for elective aft meeting up with lp & deon. Quiz in the lab aft that, was managable i guess cause elizabeth was abnormally kind to go ard helping us with excel. Lunch over at north canteen. Had quite a good laugh while talking with them, includes lp, jcwe & deon. Dtsp, HT & ken came to find us aft that. DE was up next. Suck cause we did almost nth except cutting the wires. Vb was crap as usual & Frankie gt a little pissed while trying to explain to me the things he just taught, cause right aft he finished i asked him everything over again. Intention was to walk tgt with lp to amk & take bus home aft vb. But in the end thr's jcwe's acc too, we walked to amk hub, roamed ard. We went to make 3 wishes over at the well, i hope all 3 comes true! Shook hands, goodluck to both of you though idk what wishes you all made hahah! & Gt us so excited talking over the plans for cny. So jcwe better cfm with us soon alright. & i hope more of our classmates can join us, cause i thought the more the merrier yah? =D EXCITED. & Lp you better make it for sure, dont last min say gt yue hui man, hahha :D Ohyah, today was o's results day. Good work to those who gt their desired results, & to those who didnt, dont worry, no matter which path you'h chosen, just do your best ok! My very smart Royston brother has gt 3 points, three claps for you :) LauraLim you better msg me or whatsoever aft you see this cause i miss you very much! Idk which numb you are using cause you kept changing numbs, this moment you use your dad's phone, the next moment your bf's phone :S Also, my lovergirl Gladys has gt a 4 for her maths:) I cant wait for cny! xoxo. Jan 11, 2009
Love grows in happy hearts.  HAPPPY CHINESE BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SISTER :D Shall give you a longer post when your actual birthday comes! You knw we all love you, you pls study hard man :) Mum bought lots of food back to celebrate her bda, nt forgetting getting her a cake. See how sweet mum is :) p/s: This pic is when im still in my Bangs :S, Then i realised my sister has bangs too! Hahahah. Goodluck to those taking back their results tml. Esp to my dear gladys, & dancer girls, :) LauraLim, you better meet me soon! Oh, I'h gt my tagboard back. xoxo. Once Upon A Time Amk's Chicken rice, Lol.   @ Liang's, KFC, & Canadian Pizzas for dinner!  After dinner!  Sending Lp to her busstop! :)   In the next morning, the garden i sat while doing projs.  This little girl is Liang's cousin's daughter? Lol. way too adorable! :)  Last but nt least, TLP. I bet you haven been seeing her face in my page often now. So, this is TLP, though she asked me nt to post this pic :x  & of course Yours Truly,the loveable girl :)  Met Ken @ amk to have our lunch, Favv chicken rice before heading to take 135 to Liang's hse. :) Lp hopped on our bus & we headed to Liang's hse together. By the time we reached, Ray & Junlong was alr there. Julian came subsequently after us :) Thn we dispersed to do our projs, most of us worked on IAD. I swear while you are working on it, you will be damn stress cause you will never knw you have gt to redo it anytime. Thanks to Ray's guidance from time to time, though at certain points of time he get a little fed up with my Dont-really-care attitude. Emphasize on 'a little' :) Liang ordered KFC & Pizzas for dinner. It was rly sumptuous & we all had our fill i guess :) Aft that was a little Tom & jerry & racing time. Hurried back to projs. Last mintue decision for many of us to stayover. Liang, Ray & I accompained Lp to take bus thn we headed to 7Eleven to get sme cup noodles & bread. Back to chiong projs agn, was wcing with sweet all the way till near 4 plus before i go to sleep. Thanks to Ken, Liang & the rest who were serving me with food while im doing work. Reallly appreciated that cause, you guys have to do your work too, i see gentlemen in every individual though :) Esp to Liang, thanks for offering your bed & room to me. I had a really nice sleep :) Woke up the next morning which is today, Liang's mum cooked bee hoon for us, & we went to the garden to eat, nice morning breeze there :) Small little girl, Liang's cousin's daughter is really lovely & cute. I held her little hands :) Hahahaha. Ignore the last few sentences up there, i get a little high over small kids or rather babies cause they are really cute! :) I just submitted Elizabeth's maths assignment, cause she kept bugging me for it. Mon blues tml, adding on, Maths test first up. Suck. Random: I love sitting at the position now @ Liang's garden chionging my work :) Windy & cooling! Whats more we'h such a nice host :) Lol, this was what i posted yst! xoxo. Jan 9, 2009
We'll hang some memories on the wall  We smuggled into the Nyp's open hse during IAD lect :D  Three of them practising for their french roleplays! :)   Thanks TLP though its super belated bda pressie! :)  She has telepathy with Dear Gladys, both of them gt me a cup each :)  The reason behind the neatness of my table, cause i stuffed all the redundant stuffs into my drawers.  Im really very freaked out & pissed with irresponsible people leaving their dogs wandering ard, shouldnt they latch their dogs first everytime before they bring it out? I really wonder what the hell are they thinking. sotplug man. I'h alr gt a phobia for cats, which happened long ago way back in pri sch. I always have this dream abt a cat chasing aft me to a cliff & i fell off it. Its always this similar dream on & off. To add on now, i wont have any revulsion against dogs but phobia i guess. :S / :S/ :S/ :S & :S Today before i got out of the lift i heard shoutings here & there & i thought it must be a parent scolding the child or whatsoever so i didnt bother much & got out of the lift as normal. Who knws, right infront of me, a fierce looking dog stood thr. I always thought dogs that have white skin are kind & friendly though i'h always have the fear of dogs. Before anything runs through my mind i ran & the dog ran after me. It was really fierce & the thing was, it wasnt latched. Very very scary cause when you actually turned & looked at how the dog chases aft you, i still rmbed the look in its eyes, im nt trying to sound like whatever, but unless you have gt the same experience you wont understand. I ran out of the void deck, the dog kind of stoppped when the owner shouts at it. There's an aunty out thr near me & she was commenting how fierce & rebellious the dog is gg all out to bite people but the owner just dont latch it. Aunty: (commenting) Me: ( i patted on my chest) Really very scary. I did the (patting on my chest) action for alot of times & repeating the (really very scary) for alot of times. Till the aunty peeked & tell me the dog's gone upstairs with its owner, thn i thank her & went to took bus. Called my mum & told her. I think im a very soft person, i cry easily, drop tears easily. But with my mum's comforting voice, though she didnt say much but i can see that she sounded relieved while im fine but she always dont forget to ask whr am i now cause she dont wana me to be late for school. Called lp too. School was fine, Lp & I skipped IAD & went to see Nyp's open hse. Quite fun, Lol :) Nth much learned fm Dcn as usual. :S Most Prob projs over at liang's tml :) Before i end my post, Thanks peeps namely Huiting, Jw & Liang for these :)  My nails are all polished :)  I really love people who express themselves though nt in greatly or complicated words. But comforting words. Its the thought that counts right? I feel really glad to have these friends :) Ken (feature you ok!), one of them is you! :) xoxo. Jan 8, 2009
Think of it every second I can't get nothing done  Nyp's open hse!  Digital Electronics lesson!  Early in the morning, my phone kept ringing with this unfamiliar numb :S I finally picked up & he's sme IndianZZZ :S. Ask him looking for who & he spoke Tamilzz to me :S Sotplug man. Hurried & took bus to school cause im running late. Someone irritating pat my hair for twice & i turned to see, & to my surprise she's dear Choiyan. Like so qiao, sat with her & we talked quite alot on the bus. Dropped at yck tgt but separated while i headed to sch with Ken & Liang. Went to mac aft DE lect, then to GD's labzzzzz. Aft that was break at KF :) Gt my bubble tea & lianzzz's lesson aft that. Andy was in the next rm & he waved while i smiled to him :) Total of 6 projects undone. VB was a disappointment, Lp & i thought we finished it aft we read the requirements we realised we still have a long way to go. DAMNZZZZZZ. Shall start on IAD later if i dont fall asleeep, hopefully. Common tests, semestral exams, lab tests, practical tests, presentationszzzzzzz. :S :S :S :S :S :S :S Yst :)  Sneak preview of my hse! My dad's acting cute agn by DIY painting the hse. His best combination was green & pink hahah :)   On a random note, I'h packed my table & cute lil sofa yst :)    xoxo. Jan 6, 2009
Please drop the past and be true   Aft school went to SimLim to get our IC chips, breadboard, LED etc. Went to sme place to eat recommended by Weien, & thats his treat! :) Shall nt elaborate much cause im quite lazy to type out. We laughed so madly there :D Went to Cathay to catch a movie but didnt cause thr's no nice moviesszxxx, & we cant smuggled into M18 shows :S Walked ard, then went home! :) HAPPPY 19TH DEAR JIAHUI. Loveya Qingren! xoxo. Jan 5, 2009
I see what's going down  Had a wonderful eat ice & donuts @ Amk area with lp & Ken. We talked so much abt CNY to go where where, its getting me so excited now! I didnt realise that CNY is coming in two weeks plus time, i'h yet to get my clothings & heels :S But still, excited! Ohyeh, thanks uh Jw :) Face Down (Acoustic) - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Hey girl you know you drive me crazy One look puts the rhythm in my head. Still I'll never understand why you hang around I see what's going down. Cover up with make up in the mirror Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again You cry alone and then he swears he loves you. Do you feel like a man When you push her around? Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found. A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect Every action in this world bears a consequence If you wait around forever you will surely drown I see what's going down. I see the way you go and say you're right again, Say you're right again, Heed my lecture. Do you feel like a man When you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found. (Screaming) One day she will tell you that she had enough It's coming round again(2x) Do you feel like a man When you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend one day this worlds going to end As your lies crumble down a new life she has found Do you feel like a man When you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend one day this worlds going to end As your lies crumble down a new life she has found Face down in the dirt she said "This doesn't hurt" she said "I finally had enough."(2x) i love this song. xoxo. |
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