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(Your lovergirl) Cyz, 071091“Saying you’ll never fall in love is like saying that you’ll never smile. No matter how hard you try not to, someone is going to come along and make you.”
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Jun 30, 2009
Your call You showed me what im worth Escape of the Titans Flea.  Tea lunch at toast box!   Look behind me lollol! lp's main motive is not to capture my face but .. :(  The laksa :S  Then starbucks to mug.  HAHAHAZ.   Lollol, cyz & Tlp :D   :D   :D  Then to Hot Tomato express to eat calamariiii :)   not really yummy but accepted though Lol.  While im trying to leave a few prints in lp's phone, she caught me doing so S:  Had a really bad dream last night. Not enough sleep. Hate receiving emails regarding assignments, i had enough. I think its damn hard to be me. I miss my dear girl. Dearest Gladys. finally caught her online and hence alil bit of catching up. gladys ♥ said: ya lar vey long didnt meet up and see you. really miss secondary school days with you lar. ❥ Chenyanzhennnnnn : D said: yuppppp absolutely man :( gladys ♥ says (10:48 PM): i gtg. see you soon! gladys ♥ says (10:48 PM): miss you alot alot alot! ❥ Chenyanzhennnnnn : D says (10:48 PM): you rest well man see you sure i miss you alot alot alot alot too ❥ Chenyanzhennnnnn : D says (10:48 PM): take good care okkkkkkk ❥ Chenyanzhennnnnn : D says (10:48 PM): always love you DD gladys ♥ says (10:48 PM): me too! (K) Like anyone else, we tend to reminisce. Reminisce about happy moments. Who doesnt do. Im getting really tired alr, im sleeping soon if not i will start talking nonsense agn. Lastly, i miss lp & dtsp. xoxo. Jun 29, 2009
Nobody said it was easy I never want to see you unhappy I got my bagpack yst after workkk :) Nilawan came visiting with her most cheerful little face at bs yst :D its always happy to see herrr. Ohoho and i had a long phone chat with lp yst finally. Took train fm vivo and i was alr at seragoon station when lynn called me and asked me if i wana eat haagen daz, i was really hungry so i took train all the way back to clarke quay to meet her. After meeting her settled down and she filled me with everythign troubling her. No relationship was easy indeed, dont worry girl im always here for you. And of course dear cyz me cheered her up. Had our usual scoops of icecream with waffles and her fav almond flakes toppings and my dear choco chip. We took a cab home, cause she didnt wana her bf to pick us and midnightz farez suckz. But it was abit worthwhile cause the driver's damn entertaining. HAHAHAH. Met lp today at PS.headed to the flea market. alot of ppl damn hot damn squeezy. oh and i met yinyin's friend there too, i met her once long ago. Managed to only get a top fm there at cheap 12 bucks. Ate at toast box and deeply regreted. HAHAHA sounds like what only, lol. Chilled and studied abit at starbucksssss. Dark mocha's not too bad, i like! Lastly we went to have calamari which satistfied my craving for today and ended my lovely day with tlp :)  More pics are with tlp. I;h just watched Michelle Chia & Shuan Chen's wedding live on youtube though the quality suck bigtime but their wedding damn grand and touching. I like like like! Elearn suck, what to do tml siallllllll :S Love me, Love you. xoxo. Jun 27, 2009
Stop the car Tell me a story  Get well soon my dear girl, dont be scared im always here, love you always ok! Wait till you are back, we will go shoppingg mannnnnnnnnnnn :D I wana see you soon ok! Best friends are forever lovergirl. Lynn bluffed a customer that we are sisters yst. Lol, Customer: wah you all really looked alike you are sisters? Me: no lah hahaha Customer: Laugh also alike Lynn: actually yes before the customer left. Customer: not bad ah sisters work tgt Lynn: yalo yalo HAHAHHAA, -.- dropped the idea of gg out to hit the theatre and swensens with lynn, cause mum wants me to avoid crowded places dued to H1N1 :S and also that exmas are round the corner and obviously she sees that i haven been studying. Sooooooo, i msged ray to study tgt. I followed sissie to hg mall with her cutie friend first in search for their shirts for sch. Then we went to eatttttt :D After that, walked ard pasar malam and i went to take 74 to amk while both of them headed home. Met ray ard the evening, studied. photocopied the sample papers as well, thanks to him i managed to learn today :) headed home, awhile later Ah yis, cousin and yi zhan brought baby clarice to my house :) Hahaha, i love the chicken wings they bought, nice mannnn, and also lovin the durian and kaya cakes :) Poor clarice fell down and knocked her head on the floor, cried abit but still very bubbly. Super super cute man. Ohoho working tml man. Hate elearning cause i knw i'h got no time for them :S xoxo. Jun 25, 2009
Wherever you go The struggles I'm facing The chances I'm taking Sometimes might knock me down, but No I'm not breaking I may not know it, but These are the moments that I'm gonna remember most I've just gotta keep goin', and I gotta be strong lovely steamboat dinner last night, i love it and everything. I couldnt sleep last night, and i had a terrible headache today. :( Didnt go school to study but very thankful to my lovely mum for the lovely breakfast she made before i head to work. Being a wed, last day of GSS sales, window change, damn busy changing and revamping all the current promotions. Ohyahhhhh, dued to H1N1 school has been delayed to a further date, 6july! Im the happiest girl on earth now :) :) :) cause i haven started on studying at all :S :( Random note, bestie gladys msged me and asked me out to a flea market this coming weekend, hopefully sunday im not working cause i wana check out the flea anddddddddd I HAVENT SEEN GLADYS FOR SUPER LONG :( :( :( Annnddddd I was told that we will be getting our pay tml night, Haaaapy. :( :( :( But im damn broke now, but i caught a few nice tops online, shall i order first? :S Nice sister cooked nicey noodles for nicest cyz HAAHAHAH. Sleep soon cause im working tml hohoho. xoxo. Jun 23, 2009
You are one in a million Till there was you  I HATE CHINA PPL DONT ASK ME WHY. VULNERABLE SHITZZZZ. GOING SCH TO STUDY TML, ALL THE BEST TO ME I HOPE I WAKE UP ON TIME. IM SUPER HUNGRY SO IM DECLARING THAT IM GG TO SLEEP NOW. BYEBYE. XOXO. Jun 21, 2009
 So unexpected Slept till 4pm plus. Lol. Watched tv show and ate lunch. Means, skipped breakfast cause i was up late. After a million years i played audition again, Lol. cause i was plain bored. Didnt celebrate Father's Day today cause everyone was up late. Mum's preparing steamboat on tues to celebrate it :) Initial plan was to study at 10pm but i sidetracked too much, even my sis said, you where got study doing your own things loh -.- So i ended up doing nothing but fbing blog hopping dl songs. Alright tues study okay! Working tmlzzzzzzz. Ohohoho and i saw realised 4 empty bottles of coke/pepsi in the fridge cause practically everyday before i start work i will go get one bottle. xoxo. Too young for love Hit target! :) Im super tiredzzzzzzz god bless me. Loveeeee Michelle Williams and her albummmmm! :) How can two people hide What they're feelin inside Can't give, give it up on their heart Can't let them break us apart Just because They think that we're too young He's just a boy, she's just a girl Alone in this world They're not too young for love They'll run away together So they won't have to answer to anyone Who says they're too young for love xoxo. Jun 20, 2009
Heard a word Been working constantly lately. Yst took a train down to sengkang aft work to meet louis then we went to meet Snr JJ at his void deck to discuss. Thanks to louis who drove me to my hse, homed at 1am plus. slept at near 3am. Went to work at 12pm todayzz, met dajie aft work. Ate the koren mee cause im hungry. train to hg, bought bubble tea paid by sis. Had ice cream paid by sis. walked ard the pasar malam, bought candy floss for sissie and random kueys and sausages for all of us. Dad is back fm msia, and he got us so many goodies, crackers, etc. Im lovin it, and eating it now hohoho.  I realised, i would hurt myself rather than others, at least i wouldn't felt as bad. And i hate the feeling of having to explain. So dont ever ask me why for no particular reason! Bye. xoxo. Jun 18, 2009
When everything's beautiful  Met up with my usual lovely faces today! :) Shall blog more tml im damn super tired ok ok ok ok.  Im working tml, remind me to study ok ok ok ok. xoxo. Jun 17, 2009
Unconditional Went to work today, stcoks came had to clear. But today was fun with Lynn & Ima! Hahaha. Bangs came upon bs as well :) Everything was fine till closing, above the easel stand thr's this board that fell on me while i carried it in the shop :( Ima sayang me and i dropped tears. :( I need to be stronger mentally & physically man :( Mac with lynn :)
:) I visited Sofia's blog and came upon this! Visit little charmine's blog and read abt her. I read the entries yst till3am plus!
Im damn tired alr bye miss me. xoxo. Jun 16, 2009
My dad's cooking noodles for me nowwwwww :) Love him mannnnn, i shall go to sleep after i eat! xoxo. Jun 15, 2009
I tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe  I woke up at near 3pm today, i love sleep sleep love me. Lol. Then ate breakfast then called Dajie to go pasar malam after she came home. Bathed, headed out to xinmin thr with her to walk pasar malam. Then we headed to the bakery with mission to buy sissie's cake for breakfast tml morning. Then went to accomplish the second mission to pack rice & mum's hk mee home :) we walked past this bookstore and we bought a couple of little games, me love them. Like the aeroplane fly game, Millionaire game, and the happy family card game. Hahaha dajie paid for them of course im lovin' it. Headed home after that :) Played those little games with my sisters. Hohoho. Then we ate dinner and watched tv and played viwawa. I love staying at home spending quality time with family. though almost half of the day was spent sleeping hahah. Working tml! Ohyah Stanley came back to bs yst! :) xoxo. very very tired very very very tired. happy am not working tml i can sleep sleep sleep. AHAHHA. xoxo. Jun 14, 2009
Let your clarity define you In the end We will only just remember how it feels Went to work today, Kak asked if i could work everyday cause we are really down with manpower as one of our partimer wants to resign alr :S :S:S:S:S:S:S Shall see how i goes but im gna text her the days im wana to be off later. What-a-holiday :S But dont really mind cause got OT hahaha. Particular, irritating customers everywhere. :S After work hopped on to Lynn's Boyfriend's yelllow cute car and we went to eat prata at kovan area. After that he drove me home, and lynn accompanied to my lift there :) Hahaha, love them alot man, and im really happy for my dear girl Lynn :) Lol, sianess i got to go hg Mall bs first to collect my customers's lipliner cause i thought hf bs will have who knws they were out of stock too :S So i need to go collect before i head to work tml. ohooh i need to pee man, hahaha. Miss me! Lol at Ivan's ans @ fb. Y. YanZhen 1) How old were you when you first met this person? eh, cant really rmb. 2) What do you think of this person? when i first see her, i tot she ah lian. =) 3) Have you heard this person sing? Nope! Feel it for yourself, how it feels like to be differentiated. Dont use me as a conversational topic, Bye. xoxo. Jun 13, 2009
Nobody said it was easy  How's your mood now? Me, tired, irritated, restless. Moodless to be exact, idk why im feeling so unhappy. xoxo. I thought that from this heartache I could escape  After Cs i went with Junye and lam to go find Louis. Then he drove us to hub. Met ken, Jon and Botak at Kpool. Louis and Junye join after that. Lol, played with Jon's beer game damn fun HAHAH Then after that after rounds of their pooling, we went to met lp & jw and we went to eat at hawker. Then back to hub and sawzzzzz Cousin and xiao xiao yi. Lol, didnt get to see ah bi cause she was with my another aunt. Short conver, and she kind of asked where your friends. Then i told her, there, 1, 2, 3, 4. HAHAHAH. Jw went with his friends to catch Terminator while the rest of us went to Cold Storage to grab sme chips and drinks dropping the idea of catching Drag me/you(?) to hell. Hahah okay lah not rest of us only Lp and i got chips HAHHA. Slacked at sme semi void deck cause its not a void deck but idk whats that called so we shall call it semi void deck. Non stop laughing exercises with them. Esp the round two slack part, haahahah damn extreme funny. Lol! And yeah man holidays are here baby! But im working :S -.--.--.--.--.--.- But still am not gna increase too much of my working hrs cause i wana enjoy man! Bad thing is CT straight after holidays :S Omg damn tired. Bye, miss me! xoxo. Jun 12, 2009
MatchBook Romance This was taken during last dec's Bodyshop Christmas party :)  I rmbed the first day of work at Vivo's bs last sep. I didnt knw where to walk to Bodyshop thr :S Cause everywhere seemed the same and thr's alot of exits man. Even called gary and asked, till i saw a bs girl and follow her. And thats Xuewei. I didnt really like her at first cause appearance really meant alot, she has tattoos over her arm, behind her neck and she has this near blonde's highlights. Slowly we cliqued on quite well, and we talked and laughed at customers tgt. Change clothes tgt after work in the store, laughed at her hip tattoo though its cool. Worked hard tgt, go shopping tgt, called each other up often, celebrated her bda tgt etc. We are like sisters cause we always stick with each other whenever we go during work. Very very close. She shared with me her bf stuffs, how many million flings she has, sounds irritating right but when she tells you abt them its really funny. Hasnt been meeting her up as often alr, she's no more longer in vvc bs, transferred to another store though. But sisters are still sisters okay, i love you Sim Xuewei. :) And im really touched to chance upon this in her xanga. ' Meeeet up soon! Cyz, i seriously miss you sissie. I'll update you soon after i get my schedule from patricia & after i plan everything okay! ' Work hard girl, Miss you. On a side note, veryvery nice song to share! Read the lyrics man, hahha man man du jiu dong le ( right LP & Baoyu!) 雨下了又停了泪流了又干了 你走多久多远了我还在这 你说的你忘了 可是我还记得 手心里紧握着已不属于我的亲热 爱怎会输给了时间 我的耳边再听不见 我以为永远不会变最习惯的明天见 放手了该回到原点心会受伤也能复原 我会学着自己走出从前 祝福明天 Freezing cold in ELP :S Dinner with the usuals after sch, always smething i look forward to! xoxo. Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape Choi told me this at msn, Lol.  Mon we had Ip practical during nightclass, mine got screwed up :S Had so much nonsense at the night while walking over to take bus at bridge thr. Thanks to seet, wilson, hongjie and weiye for waiting for mine to be assessed and left tgt. Lol. Ohyah and happy 18th to Jielun! :) Sent you two msges mannnn, Lol. ohoho and tues i didnt have class, and no work for me that day. Slept in till 2 plus near 3pm then viwawa with Dajie thn headed to Compass at night time. She helped me to pack my table and little lip sofa in our room, thn viwawaed tilll near 2am. :) Love herrrrrrr. Had meeting on wed aft sch. Headed to Point with ethel. :) Painted my nails last night but before it was fully dried i went to lie on my bed listen to 98.7 and type msg type type type. Then when i woke up today my nails colours were quite cui :S Lol. I skipped Ec lect cause i cant wake up as usual, gave my mum lots of excuses, more and more interesting each time hahah. Went for NSIM lect, but we wasnt in the lect rm only when its time for attendance thn we all chiong in. IM met lp dtsp, ht. Accompanied lp to amk to get her slippers cause her flipflops snapped :S Super amusing leh her. Hahha, saw my dear rabbits at Kf! Took a bus thr to amk thn back to sch as well. But the driver didnt stopped for us at the brigde thr, :S Instead stopped at infront of Anderson. Damn pissed sial, that explains why i even spouted fuckyou before i got off the bus with lp. :S Walked back to school, met dtsp, jw and wilson. Lol damn funny was jw was like happily saying that he helped me tapped card alr, Lol i was like huh cause im having diff class with them then but he tapped card for me as well :S Lol, funny. Went for cmaths, then to LT to join lp and dtsp for wdd. Though we spent most of the time at SC, Lol. Met Baoyu after that she was with Iris. So four of us walked to amk. Then Iris left to take train to elsewhere, the three of us went Fish& co. Ate slack talked laughed then homed :) Quoted fm ricebunny, "Too many people spend money they haven't earned, to buy things they don't want, to impress people they don't like." ~ Will Smith Im working but i spent more thn i earned :S Cyz, sisssie and my green wall.  I hope i can wake up on time tml. Cause i haven been on time lately :( Damn :S Tired :S Byeeeeeeeee! Everyone, sleep now, HAAHHA. xoxo. Jun 8, 2009
This suck when everything suck Im not feeling happy at all when fatigue adds on im not happy i want to pee im not happy i need a break but not a kit kat bye xoxo. Jun 7, 2009
Everything of you and me  Had lunch at kf with Agnes finalllllllly. Love herr. Went to botak jones after cs presentation with Lp, dtsp, jw, ken, Botak and liang! :) Headed to Whisky's bar with all excpet dtsp and liang. Damn high love the ni shi bendan wo shi bendan game lol. Couldnt wake up this morning suck. We were reminded of mystery shopper agn, brand new month so who's next to tio no one knws :S Damn very tired.  Wc with Bangs just now. Drew him a very very very extra cute patrick hehehe. :D  Im hungry this sucks bye. xoxo. Jun 5, 2009
I don't fool myself with romance Went school at 2pm skipped morning lects. Went off to amk for my facial with Tlp & Lby :) love you both, xiao liang & xiao bao HAHAH. My skin condition is getting bad :S  Uncle sent granny to my hse earlier just now. So she will be staying my she till tues i think :) Last time i used to dread her coming over cause everytime she makes us very troublesome with everything. But now she's my only granny ard, so i will treasure her more, cause seeing her happy everyday is more then anything. Everyone will grow old eventually, whats more, she's my dad's mum. I love her and everyone. HAHAHA I realised that i type wrongly in my previous post i wanted to say watch movies eat dinner slack at void decks. I got Comm skills presentation tml and i haven write my script and im playing waka waka and blogging i think i should stop my nonsense my plan is to sleep now and chiong tml foraml wear suck cause i hate the heels thats all bye! xoxo. Jun 4, 2009
Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye.  02009 I went back to sch mac to do CS proj with Junye, Hongjie and Aishah though im not having sch. I was late, and they were all waiting for me to begin, sorry man. Junye & Aishah left shortly cause they having lessons. Initially me & Hj wanted to head to the lib but i didnt bring my admin card and didnt manage to take temp :S We moved to KF, saw Zheyan after a million years HahHAHA. That side the plug no power, and my lappy died on me. so we moved back to mac :S Finished up the bits & pieces, thn i went to meet lynn at Orchard. Walked ard Fareast & Taka. Got ourselves a couple of items, then we headed to train to Tanjong pagar. And took a cab fm thr to Duxton Hill and went to dine at the universal restaurant. We shared a seafood salad, a pasta each for both of us, and a dessert. I dont really like the pasta though. Ohoho and we were served with breads as well, the breads were nicccccce. The whole area thr was quite nice & sooothing very very nice dining place for couples. :) Lynn's friend, Noel came aftermath. Drove me to chinatown then i took a train homez :) Today (030609), met V to pass her present, took pics :) commotion outside lect rm :S Went to pass the tags to shelia :) Hope all of them likes it, and also the attached messages to everyone of them. Went for meeting, then slacked awhile headed to amk to meet Dtsp, Jw & Ken. Had dinner thn we headed to the void deck to slack. Many random flies came to join us, and i swear we laughed damn loud. Esp the part when Jw says wtf when a fly was practically on the table beside him HAHAH. Miss all the times after school where we go amk watch tv eat dinner slack at void decks. Im always damn steady abt it, but now, timetable's diff fm each other damn hard to see their lovely faces. :(  sometimes i felt that life's damn stress, esp you have this type of people ard you - A adjective 1 XXXXXXX concerned chiefly or only with yourself. Im feeling tired everyday. Dread....... On a side note, im having lunch with my lianz Agnes tml :) Miss her man! xoxo. Jun 3, 2009
 HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST LITTLE V <3 (030609)   Our first pic tgt for my 17 celebration :)  I haven known this dear girl since we worked at Bs tgt. Working at Bs- My birthday celebration- Winsland Hse Private sales- Christmas card exchange @ prata hse- Dye hair tgt- Random outings tgt- Valentines day card exchange- V's 18 <3 We wasnt so close at the start though hahaha. So glad we cliqued well together, we could talk abt anything and everything. So glad that she's always there for me! Do lastlong with your boyfriend, and anything im always here for you. Messaged you a long text, you touched alr right! HAHAH. Hope you like F21 top i got for you and a leopard prints mirrorrr :) Andddd the card i did for you, i want a bigger card for my bda hor! Hahha and i bet you loved them! Last but not least, me love you always. CYZ <3> xoxo. Jun 2, 2009
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