Sometimes the feelings we start to have again Are the same feelings that never really went away
Profile (Your lovergirl) Cyz, 071091 “Saying you’ll never fall in love is like saying that you’ll never smile. No matter how hard you try not to, someone is going to come along and make you.” Tagboard Archives April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 February 2012 Credits ©Glamouresque.	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Jul 26, 2009 Seconds, hours, so many days Started believing that I could be wrong But you give me one good reason To never walk away Couldnt blog for the past few days, nevertheless im back! Ohoh i went over to granny's place last tues with mum. I played with little clarice, she's a cutie. But she's a naughty girl on tues. I was playing with her the fridge magnet thing, and suddenly her face turned to me and look damn :S, lolzzz exactly like :S man. Then she touched her leg, got water. then i touched also cause i thought she sat on smewhere thats wet -.- Lolzz i started to think :S And i asked, ahbi ni shhshh isit? :S:S:S then i shouted, Ahyi ahbi xiao biannn :S Went to wash my hands :S and said ahbi ni huai dan lah. Hehehehe, and im still laughing after i touched her pee :S School has been a chore. Boredom to the max, and projs never seemed to stop coming :S Deadlines-- Tension, cause I have got not enough time to finish, but thanks to those who helped :) Appreciated mannnn. Ohohoh, and for my CT results, i got all Ds hahaha. Okay lah i should stop laughing and study hard. Ohyah i met dtsp, ken, jw & botak after my school at amk. We went to eat botak jones for dinner and slacked at void deck. We laughed damn hard till sorethroat :S Hahaha, but really funny man. Enjoyed :) Working resumes on weekends, i alr took off to study for semestral exam. Hopefully i will study then. But still, these few days are quite tight. Cause i worked on sat, working on sun (tml), mon nightclass, tues working :S HAHAHHA, i finally packed my super messy (tell you how messy you also wont believe man) table. And then i realised i'h got 10 perfumes :S xoxo, merrychild. Jul 19, 2009 Tired! So sick of love songs, so tired of tears Back to work today, damn tiredzzzz. Esp hate demanding customerszzzz. Lynn's boyfriend drove us to my hse area to eat just now damn fullzzz, then Shawn came to join us. ohoh and lynn came up my hse to get a disc fm me cause she wana burn hehehe. Meeting her for breakfasty tml so means i have to wake up superzz early at ard 7.30am i guess :SSSSSSSSSSS But im alr thinking what to eat tml hehehe. VERY TIRED WHAT THE HELL. xoxo. Jul 17, 2009 Seven years of friendship SURPRISE LOVE YOU LIANZ :D:D:D Hehehe, happy birthday to you lianzz 18/07/09. Decided to post this early cause i wana go bath later soon. Happy birthday to you my dear Agnes, thinking back we have known each other for long man. From the times in pri school, i used to not liking you like what i'h always said of my impression on you, cause you are like one big bully manzzz. Not contacting through the years of sec sch life, we met each other at work after o lvls during the long holiday period. That was when you were working for elle and got to relieve at Compass and i was working there for les enPHants. Damn surprised seeing you and so much we have changed. I rmbed us gg to the pasar malam at sk after work. Then my turn to go Chinatown to relieve and thanks to your jokes we had so much time laughing at people, and had so much nicks for ppl. My meijie your liping. Hahha, after that was poly admission we went for the urine test today, and you were saying my dad looked fierce. Hehehe thats when we joked abt my lubungalow and your lucondo. I swear its dman funny, and we just joked about it yst. Thanks for always being like an angel like me, listening me, consoling me at times, loving me so much. hahha, enjoyed your birthday celebration kay, we meetup soon and celebrate once more kay. Love you, and happy birthday my dear. Find your right one soon kay! Hahha. Very much lots of love. I know im the sweetest! xoxo. Makes you wonder Uncertain Skipped lect, went to eat at mac with lp. Then to elp to meet lam seet and wilson they all. Then to dsa tutorial, 3 freaking hrs. Then to Kf to meet lp dtsp and jw10. I skipped cs tutorial. Went to north canteen there saw julian. then met his friends then to this playground area for the childcare children or smething thr's this kids got this grandpa, the very cute Aiden opened the gate and invited the jiejies in ( LP & ME HEHE). we played with him and his little brother. Before we went he gave his super warm hugs, lovely kid. Went back to kf, ken and bitak was thr alr. then dtsp, lp and i went to hub frst we ate at dessert hse, got drinks and shared a couple of sweet stuffs, damn full and loving it. pasar malamed, and saw my aunts, velene and my dear little ahbi. Chatted for awhile then the three of us went to search for sumo hse. Ken & botak not here yet we couldnt get a seat inside, stayed at the bench outside this irritating cat and freaking damn old uncle pissed us off, scared the hella of us. To hub's toilet, and went back to sumo. Ken & botak got seats alr so we settled down and got dinner for ourselves. Bursting out laughters damn nice, but idk it wasnt really nice aftermath. went on separate ways back home. My mum just nagged at me and scolded me for staining th sofa with my top coat cause that day apparently it fell on the floor and it stained the side of the sofa and i didnt tell them :S And to add on, my throat's not feeling good and i;h got totally no mood now. I shall go bath and draw cards and probably paint nails and sleep. xoxo. I can't explain A person quite like you [*Agnes*] said (11:08 PM): *oh my chen yan zhen! *u're sick? *goodness, i'm sick too.. *how sad... *do get well son alright... *i miss miss miss u man.. *when are we having lunch together again? [*Agnes*] said (11:09 PM): *hmm, maybe not for lunch this time... *i have hard time enjoying my meal when u're around.. *haha Loveyouzz lian (hehehehe) your face (hehehhe) Lol! Lol @ Dear Agnes's drawing, i mosaiced it though HAHHA. I have endless hahhaing when im talking with her, can laugh go bath come out stil laughing. But i like hahha. School suck as usual. Met Jt at south for awhile, met V. And we went back lect, then went to meet Baoyu then to TFA. Went pee saw Ken & botak went in tfa. Jeff's campus concert, we went to support kenzz's event see how nice we are. Small laugh, big laugh, super laugh. V damn funny hahha the people seated behind & infront funnier, the people who went on stage even more funny. Lol @ Baoyu and I waving Lp's hands when Jeff sang. Hahhaaha, damn funny. Ohyah we took a picz with the handsome guyyy, cause we know lp want hahaha. Cant contact either ken or botak while we are outside tfa so we went off without them. V headed home first, while the three of us went amk pasar malam. Ate 4 balls each and lp and i ate one long thing each. Hahhaa, dont think dirty. Got their bubble tea and my mango smoothie. Then went to taxi stand area BY's friend drove us to punggol nasi lemak but not opened. then we thought of alternatives and went seragn garden chompchomp. Damn fulll, and he sent us home. Thanks ah BYYYYYY :D Get well soon agnes, cause i love you hahah. And tml either pasar malam marathon with V or hanging out with poly cliqueeeeeee :D Coolio cyz, hehehe. xoxo. Jul 15, 2009 Day & Night Try to visualise Dear Cyz went back to school today :) Nothing much to comment but i met V today seeing her nonsense face cheers my day up :) When someone persistent is a turned off, then = irritating. And once agan, i hate to explain :S Sad man cause i haven did my marketing and everyone else has alr done :( xoxo. Jul 14, 2009 Out of our minds Never say never Im sick :S But just right there's no school today. I will be gg to the doc tml if im still not recovering :S ohyah, whatever it is when you are sick and ppl shows concern you feel damn touched right. Hehehe. This is V leaving me an offline msg. V sent 7/14/2009 1:39 AM: MY DEAR YANZHEN I KNOW U ARE SICK! V sent 7/14/2009 1:39 AM: TAKECARE OK! GET WELL SOON (heartshape) And to the rest as well, but no hypocrites thanks. Big love. xoxo. Jul 13, 2009 SICK :( I hate it so much to fall sick and eat medicine. Cause i cant fucking swallow them. Sad case. I sounded damn dead and am gg to lie on my bed alr. xoxo. This is the sound of heartbreak I remember the simple things Im finally back to work after almost a week's off dued to CT. Very nice cutie little lynn got me the eyeliner on topp :) She wrote this, To: Yanzhen! My cutely sister. The Prince's XXXXXXXX. (Draws a monster girl that she thinks resemble me hahaha) From: Your cute & pretty older sister ^^. hahhah im laughing when i saw this sticked at the radio there in the store. She's damn good now cause she went off to a holiday with her bf :S She asked me to tag along but i'h got sch :S But still i msged her & asked her to have fun! :) Work's damn tiring with just 3 of us working :S Py & Kim Ann dropped by BS man, miss them as well. Hahahah, meetup soon man! Ohooh and i bought JCB perfume with my voucher man :) Happy. School's starting tml, hate it. I need to bath now and switch off my lappy cause its currently gg to be flat alr :S And im hungry. School suck suck school, xoxo. Jul 12, 2009 Back to square one You are not alone Im lovin' tis song fm MJ Im drinking dear mushroom soup now but i get a little troubled cause i saw a cockroach running ard near me :S My little cute 4th toe nails broke, while i just painted nail polish a couple of days ago :S Suddenly on my wishlist i wana meet up with those whom i haven seen for quite awhile soon. People like best friend Gladys, small bully GlendaNeo, Boon, Choi, bren, jill, calean and so on. Growing up is good, having changes is good. but good things are good to reminisce and treasure :) Arent they? Give and take, Forgive & forget. I sure everyone will be happier, hohooh. Be happy though you knw deep down you arent, but at least that makes you feel better right right right. Cheerup Bangs :) xoxo. Jul 11, 2009 Time machine Love remains the same I woke up at 3pm then met wilson at hg mall. Disappointedly there's no powerpoint anywhere :S Then we took a bus and head to point. Suay enough thr's none anywhere there too :S i suggested to go home and sleep. I thought i brought along my keyssss :S But i didnt bring the whole set, i only got one of those, and I cant get in as well :S I sat outside, dammn sad case and i made countless phone calls to my sisters and none of them pick up :S Then dajie called me back and asked me to meet them at point. So off i go and met them at Point, packed food home cause Mum's too lazy to cook, and thanks to dajie for carrying my bag for me, its super hella heavy S: Bought bubble tea and homed :) Sissie got herself a PSLE good achievement award man. Glad for her, and me being a nice sister i helped her with her blog. :) Im gg for dinner alr, i think im falling sick :S Working tml, after almost a week of break dued to CT. I dont like to fall sick but i like to eat chocolates which will lead to falling sick and plain water suck :S xoxo. Unlove You Happy 18th Lam :) Be always always happy okay, seeyou soon lovely. My sis is always irritating, but smetimes she's rather adorable. Hehehehhe Ohyah i met Wilson today to do Ip Proj. I was late and we ended up doing not much S: Hahha, meeting him tml agn hopefully we will be able to complete. School's starting soon, hate it hate it :S Ohoh i hate my header cause it looked like sme :S Shall edit it soon, im super tired and hungry. Hate school :S xoxo. Jul 10, 2009 We were just about to fall Everything we ever had CTTTTTTT is over! The worst day among the three ct papers was wed. cause Wdd paper is in the morning at 8.30am where the marketing paper is at 5pm wth. Wdd was bad but marketing was still okay. So upcoming will be all the projs, presentations, etc. :S So today and tml will be school free day cause cts are done with alr. Projs are total crap :SS Tuesssss, we hitched a ride from Baoyu. Cause she was at amk area and heading home as well. This was the :S self timer(HAHA) lol. And in the carrrrrr. Alright its getting really late, i wana sleep alr alr alr :s Damn tired. xoxo. Jul 7, 2009 A moment that is mine Dont forget us Study @ Coffeebean with V Cmaths Ct today woke upi late rushed to lect rm thought i was just on the dot and met lp and seet outside who knws elizabeth said to ask us to go take temp before we could take our papers :S Rushed to auditorium with lp then back to the lect rm. I got stuck at the first q :S Overall was not really good :S Met with the rest, lp dtsp jw and ken thn off to amk to eat at Fish & co. After that lp and i went to check movie timings, wanted to catch dra me to hell since long ago didnt have time so, but today it wasnt screenign so we decided on threads of destiny instead. Touching love story, i like. How can you bear not to tear with such sad storyline and want love cannot love kind of movie hahah. But its to be continued which kind of :S Hahhaa. After that to mac to study a little. To the pasar malam ourside hub and had our desired taiwan sausagesssss. The pasar malam near my hse's starting soon as well! Then we took buses and homeeee. Shall study more dsa tml if i can wake up early man. cause im hungry now and i should sleep :( xoxo. Jul 6, 2009 This time its real Just a smile and the rain is gone Damn tired, Cmaths Ct tml. Hope i steady with all the qns man. Nich showed me a epi at girls outloud where i apppear and spoke one sentence damn funny! Ages ago. Lol @ Xiaxue's nosejob, gross man the operation. And she's damn funny. Going to my books alr. Love me. xoxo. Jul 5, 2009 Maybe Headachezz After work Lynn's bf drove us to eat frog porridge at Geylang, met his friend, Shawn there to eat. After that we went to Upper seragoon to have a drinkk. Lollol, anywhere to eat or drink they also have preference, cool. Lynn's bf drove me home :) LaoZharBo's rap damn funny. A banana a day, keeps the doctor away HAHah. working tml, ct on mon. How? xoxo. Jul 3, 2009 Like the summer birds Find my heart I received a text fm Alan Sim while im still sleeping and i misread as submission of assignment at 4pm. Hence i slept till 2plus near to 3pm. Then i realised fm my classmate its dued by 3pm :S Sent him, and he sent a text saying he recieved, etc. Sent, nsim as well via email. And i met my dear little angel V today hoho, see i say until you so fairytale hahah. She overslept and didnt reply my text till 4pm! So we decided to meet ard 5.30pm. and i was late cause i wanted to transfer money and i was all the way there till i checked my phone and realised i didnt save the account numb of the person im transferring the amt to. Asked lp for help to help me check fm my mail, thanks so much darling girl. Met V at bishan, we headed to eat first cause we were hungry! Hahha glad to see her crappy face with lots of crappy jokes and laughters. The chicken rice that we ate suck :S We went on to bishan library, gross conversations we were having. Hahaha, we walked ard to see if thr's any tables but in vain so we headed to coffee bean :) though V wants her milk tea badly but too bad man. V brought along her sets of colour pens, HAHAHA. alot man. Then we wrote notes, etc. While writing while talking, Lol. The randomly i will eh Vivian! Hahaha. we went to walk the pasar malam aft studying. Lol. Then headed back to J8, and i took circle line home :D I always have a nice day with this girl. Love you my dearest littlezzz V :D My super tiredzzz shagzzz facezzzz. Assignments so much that i cant handle thanks to ppl who are nice enough to send me their work :) Hasnt done NSIM, EC equizes though. And IP & DSA projs not done. CS not done. Idk what else. Im in such a big shit :S Working tml. I'h got not enough time to study :S Happy new year cyz. (sad) xoxo. Jul 2, 2009 If i could, and i would Take my breath after working for yst and today. off tml, studying with V. then from fri agn, all the way 3 days continuous working before mon. and mon i have got papers, following on tues and wed. Die. xoxo. Jul 1, 2009 Your voice is drowning in a whisper You hate yourself, you do. Im pretty tired, and worn out. Slept at 3 plus 4am. Woke up at 9am plus. Shag or what :S A partimer fm MSQ transferred to our store. Lol, no comments :) Stocked up the items im gg to finish/finished. Got all Vit E products thats suitable for my skin. Cause i'h been acting one what, i bought tea tree facial wash which was for oily blemish skin, and ended up my skin was very dry cause i want to prevent blemishes :S Then im using Vit C face polish now, which helps to boost skin's radiance but the contents are too rough for my skin :S cause i want radiance :S But my skin condition is getting really bad these days so i shall follow the book follow my skin type. Hehehehe. Ohyah while i was shopping at Topshop i saw Soraya thereee. She's working there with her mummy, so glad to see her. At least she's working, doing smething productive. So glad to see her again :D After that i went to F21, and saw this cutie girl working whom i served awhile back. Lynn was telling me smetime ago that she went F21 to shop and saw smeone who look like me to the extreme. Lol, and the girl was the cutie girl. Lolz. Hence, me & cutie girl was standing and talking. She gave me a blueberry cookie, sweet. Hahah this is random. But, she's a sweetheart. Hahaha. ohooh and V's brother has opened an lj online for cupcakes, cakes ordering. All handmade by him. Super nice & chio, so please visit, http://bakerology.livejournal.com/ for more info! :) Hates elearn, nothing's done yet :S Meeting V on thurs! :) Finally, (smile) xoxo.
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