Sometimes the feelings we start to have again Are the same feelings that never really went away
Profile (Your lovergirl) Cyz, 071091 “Saying you’ll never fall in love is like saying that you’ll never smile. No matter how hard you try not to, someone is going to come along and make you.” Tagboard Archives April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 February 2012 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Aug 30, 2009 Beautiful Smile when you are around Cry when you are gone And again i didnt meet ray to study cause there was slight rain, and im abit sleepy and lazy to go. I got a terrible headache last night, i cannot concentrate in studying at all today. I pop by my room to use fb when i' just started to try to study :S This feeling truly suck, and whats even more great, i might just face the paper tml and not know any shitz. :( :( :( Everytime, i just drag my time, and do things at my own pace. Everytime, i just wish myself goodluck and happy new year for getting this shitz on myself :S :( I haven started memorising the codes man. No deny, im plainly too lazy :S Aiya shit, i shall study at 11pm. :( xoxo. 突然好想你你会在哪里 Best Friends. gladys ♥ says (12:16 AM): *yup thats it quite long. (SMILE) really happy to know you! you have been a very good friend of mine. best friend forever okay! Merry❥child says (12:17 AM): *Yuppppp, hehe though at times im not always around when you are down, but im always here for you. Aiyo felt so emotional typing all these, Lol. you are always my best friend okay though i nvr mention much but thanks ahh all these while love you man Though we dont contact everyday, though we dont meet everyday, though i nvr mention her name everytime in my blog. But deep down, she's the one that i can rant the most to. Though we didnt knw each other for damn long, but as long as this accumulates down the road, we have years to go. To see each other get happily with a boyfriend, to pick the loveliest gown for each other, to see each other get married happily ever after, to see each other get pregnant with the most fortunate smiles on our faces, to take care of our babies tgt, and whats the best is our children are best friends to each other, we call each other up when we are old, take a stroll in the park, reminisce on the past. I haven seen gladys for super long alr, felt damn bad on my part i didnt initiate to meet her. :S But we have got plans to lots of things alr. I wana go her hse soon cause damn long nvr go alr, then im gna stay over her hse. And we gng join ymca ballet classes soon, tell me how cool is thatttttt? Very cool, hehehe. Love you alot girl, remember what i'h always said. Do stay happy always cause no matter what im always here, no matter what you always got me. Hahha, dont say im sweet alr if not i will shy. Hehe. Best friends forever. xoxo. Aug 29, 2009 Candy shop Maybe this decision was a mistake. Ohoho I had a super nice funny day out with lp and by yst. The two amusing girls. And today im supposed to be studying though i didnt meet ray. i should stay at home and mugz but in the end. I went to meet dear lynn at hg mall, she was at her boyfriend's hse so i met her and we went Clarke Quay to have ice cream, our usual hangout. Lol, damn funny she said her bf say why cannot eat ice cream at hg must go clarke quay. Lol, damn funny then i tell her eat at hg where got qing tiao. lolz. I had menses cramp but i was studying until damn :S and nothing goes into my head, i felt super stressed though i did nothing i didnt study really hard for long hrs. I think im damn :S for giving myself excuses to go out and slack. But nevertheless, i always had a nice time with lynnz cause she dman crap. And she damn high for no reasons,then im like eh we not gg to drink leh we go eat icecream you so high for whatz. But she kept laughing like no one's business,so we went damn high for eating ice cream. Anw love her for coming out and we chillz for relieving my stressss. We got lots of plans to go the wine house the jap cafe the tanjong pagar : D Love herzzzzzz. I haven studied damn sadzzzz. And my ahgirl is damn sickkkkk :( Makes me feel sad as a sis, never see her so ill before, i gave my mango sweets to her hope she gets well soon. xoxo. Hard as it gets :( Everyone gets irritated by menses right? So please dont irritate me further. xoxo. Aug 27, 2009 MAAAAAAAANGO JUICE! It says Marigold mango drink enriched with vitamin C No preservatives. Yummlio : D I like to eat mango, drink mango juice&i bought mango sweets, i like! My skin condition is damn cui, its like getting cuier each day :( I guess i'h got like sensitive skin, so i stopped using vit e cream and used aloe cream but the smell suck, i cant tahan so i went to wash my face to wash off the smelly moisturer. Hehehe. And my right eye is slightly swollen. Damn cui. xoxo. I know its not going to be easy ❤ JOANNA 赖宝玉 says (9:03 PM): *i am going eat my yummy ramen ! *BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *hahahhahhhaha Merry❥child says (9:04 PM): *lol LiangPieng says (9:04 PM): *hahah *OKOK BYEBYE!!! ❤ JOANNA 赖宝玉 says (9:04 PM): *dun miss me ah ! LiangPieng says (9:04 PM): *SEEYOU TOMORROW LA Merry❥child says (9:04 PM): *BYEEEEEEEEEEEEe *HEH ❤ JOANNA 赖宝玉 says (9:04 PM): *230 hawker BS ! * * ❤ JOANNA 赖宝玉 has left the conversation. * LiangPieng says (9:04 PM): *HEH *HELLO Merry❥child says (9:04 PM): *lol LiangPieng says (9:04 PM): *ME AND YOU Merry❥child says (9:04 PM): *you like *pervert sial *AHAHAH *OMG *FUNNY *WHAT ME AND YOU *HAHAHA Merry❥child says (9:05 PM): *SIAO LiangPieng says (9:05 PM): *hahaha *asiaooo *now your brain slanted LiangPieng says (9:06 PM): *anyhow think only *tsk! Merry❥child says (9:06 PM): *haah lol eh you copy *but really omg damn funny *im gonna blog this *and let everyyone laugh at you She copy me say brain slant, her brain slanted for whole day alr hehe. Meeting these two girls tml man! :) Met Hongleong at the busstop so we took the smae bus tgt home. Went fairprice and met sissie there, bought lots of sweets, and my love wang zai =D Gonna redo my nails later and probably pack my table which really looks awful xoxo. Nothing really matters Never true enough Though i slept straight after i came home from work yst and after bathing, i swear i got like more than enough sleep but i still cant manage to get up to meet ray to study at 1pm:S I was having this really bad dream about all weird stuffs with my friends, adding on i dreamt about Velene having a motive to make me retain this sem, :S:S:S Lol, innocent her only msged me if im gg to the family chalet on fri yst night. I think i missed her too much, but this dream is weird enough. But everything's really close to reality, height, eveything. Guess i have to buck up and study really hard these few days, so i wont have fearful dreams abt anyone wanting to make me retain which sounds totally absurd. I wanted to laze at home, paint my nails and pack my tables which are in horrible states now, you wont believe how im still be able to stand the situation of my table. But in the end i went to school, and called kenz along to photocopy ip notes fm ck. Thanks so much for the notes, though i haven studied :S Met Yichao and their friendz and we went to eat at amk. Damn fullz. Im getting pay after 11pm tml! Im gg to m)phosis sales after i get my pay cant wait, and get lots of new lootssss. Oohoho im gg to sleep soon, cause i need to pass V my calculator tml morning and sister's sleeping now, so i wana copy and sleep hehe. My nailsz damn cui, the polishes suck. xoxo. Aug 25, 2009 I cant breathe Just not so into you Nice fun lovely day with lynn & hilda. Love the two babes! Shall blog more when im free, after another day of working tml, im free for following days to study. And am so busy doing up www.chainedzfate.wordpress.com. I got so screwed up with Livejournalz so i switched to wordpress instead. Do visit for sneak okay! Most probably the whole collection will be up by fri :) Do give Lynn & me your support by spreading this to all your friends, and everyone and most imptly visit us and get your accessories from us! Im really tired.. I need like one whole day of sleep on wed :( But i haven studied :( How :( http://chainedzfate.wordpress.com/ http://chainedzfate.wordpress.com/ http://chainedzfate.wordpress.com/ http://chainedzfate.wordpress.com/ http://chainedzfate.wordpress.com/ http://chainedzfate.wordpress.com/ Xoxo! Aug 24, 2009 Already gone Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye Even with our fists held high It never would have work out right, yeah We were never meant for do or die I didn't want us to burn out I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop I want you to know That it doesn't matter Where we take this road But someone's gotta go And I want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on So I'm already gone Looking at you makes it harder But I know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you wanna cry It started with the perfect kiss then We could feel the poison set in "Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go You can't make it feel right When you know that it's wrong I'm already gone, already gone There's no moving on So I'm already gone Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye You can't make it feel right When you know that it's wrong I'm already gone, already gone There's no moving on So I'm already gone Meet lynn on the train. Kak bought Kueyz for us. I like! But i damn fullz :S All the customers were beautiful except for the pregnant woman :S She super :S I think her husband damn damn damn nice, like super nice. Took a train home with lynnz : ) Sad songs can really pull me down :S So much, esp when im listening to really sad songs and facing the bangalassz. :S Ohoh, meeting lynn & hilda tml at cathay for UP, both the girls are so anticipating for it, and me will try not to late, cause am meeting lynn first to dine at cafe cartel and settle our stuffs for lj! Okay lah i will put extra effort to make my alarm snooze every 10 mins till im irritated and wake up on time, hehehe. Okay, end of story im super broke, how? :( xoxo. Aug 23, 2009 Too many reason why Often we dont see in naked eyes. Wed and thurs of working caused me to cut my finger on each side on each day :S New partimer, finally. An auntie called me auntie while working just now damn mad at her :S Lynn & Mira laughed damn hard, they damn bad :( Thanks to lynn's boyfriend who drive us to eat teochew porridge at kovan damn nice and full, lynn and i ordered too much food without knowing, and obviously we wasted the food :S My daddy's been rather bad tempered lately, he puts the faults on me over trivial issues, which i dont even think its an issue. Ohyeah, dont ever bloodly come and show fake concerns to me when you are rather more interested in knowing it than truthfully showing me concerns. This is one type of hypocrites, whom i truly detest. I can have this predicted, that its gna happen to me, cause it happened so many times and im so sick of it, im so tired of explaining, so sick of telling and confiding you in everything where all you wana is to know whats happening so that you know every single shit about me but thats not the true concern from you. One minute you come sticking to me, the other minute when you have your confidant(s) you treat me like some random stranger. Tell me how often these scenes come repeating over & over again. Seriously fuck this shit, eveything. Im only vulgar on exceptions. xoxo. Aug 20, 2009 More than words HAPPPY DEAREST 18 A-MAN-DA! Everyone loves Amanda said (12:45 AM): ahem Merry❥child said (12:45 AM): sup Everyone loves Amanda said (12:46 AM): anything u want to say Merry❥child said (12:46 AM): why Everyone loves Amanda says (12:46 AM): *i dunno...check the date? Merry❥child says (12:46 AM): *i knw hahaha *wahlau you make me talk to the wrong person :S Everyone loves Amanda says (12:49 AM): *THANK YOU!:D:D:D:D:D *wah i dam happy *alot ppl draw cake Merry❥child says (12:50 AM): *wahlau *i thought i most special alr *see i nvr take art for nth *hahah Everyone loves Amanda says (12:50 AM): *yeahhhh *your art improvee *:D Merry❥child says (12:50 AM): *Hahahha cool *nooo *mine always so nice ok Everyone loves Amanda says (12:50 AM): *yan zhen mahh *hor Merry❥child says (12:50 AM): *Hahah yesyes of course *you nonsense lah *nvr talk to me *:S Merry❥child says (12:51 AM): *bda thn talk to me *:( Everyone loves Amanda says (12:51 AM): *i always talk to you *u tell me go die Merry❥child says (12:51 AM): *where got *:( Everyone loves Amanda says (12:51 AM): *u got check ur chat logs *EVERYTIME i talk to you, you tell me go die Merry❥child says (12:51 AM): *cause you scolded me bitch the last time *:( *you go check Everyone loves Amanda says (12:51 AM): *bitch is my way of calling dear mah Merry❥child says (12:51 AM): *Yah right *damn sad *but my heart damn big Merry❥child says (12:52 AM): *so i draw you cake nvr dra you shitz *draw *hahah Everyone loves Amanda says (12:52 AM): *thanks lo yanzhen! Merry❥child says (12:52 AM): *hahah lol *welcomezzz man amandazxzxcc *miss me i knw *ahaha Everyone loves Amanda says (12:52 AM): *ya lo *eh *yanzhen Merry❥child says (12:52 AM): *yahyah Everyone loves Amanda says (12:52 AM): *i think ur calculator spoil Merry❥child says (12:52 AM): *miss me right *what *what thing Everyone loves Amanda says (12:52 AM): *ur calculator Merry❥child says (12:53 AM): *why my calculator *:S Everyone loves Amanda says (12:53 AM): *because, it cannot calculate the amt of love i have for you:D:D *hahahaha!!! Merry❥child says (12:53 AM): *AHHAHA omgggggg *so touched ah first time *you confess you love to me *hahaha Everyone loves Amanda says (12:53 AM): *nice lines right *go use on ur fren *cfm cannot eat one Merry❥child says (12:54 AM): *hahaha lol *but i knw this is fm your heart *(SHY) Everyone loves Amanda says (12:55 AM): *... *why u so high ah Lol, funny manzz her cute manzz me :) Happy 18th amanda, seeya soon dear! xoxo. Happily Never After I deserve better Work was tiring, esp when you worked for continuous days :S I went to help at Habourfront before Beth came, with lene. And we all shared a pressie for steph's and lene's bda each from espirit :) Im feeling so worn out, so tired, so restless, im going to resume using my deep sleep pillow mist later hoping i will have a good and pleasant sleep manzxzxczz. Tml's my 3rd day of working before i get a off on fri man. I wana go study on fri, anyone wana teach me ip/cmathsss? So am drinking the milo mummy made for me now, sleeping in less than an hr's time. Till then. xoxo. Aug 19, 2009 Hey those beautiful eyes I wana paint you Work was really tiredzxxssxcz and more than 20 office staffs came over like wthellzzxx. My eyes hurt alot, stop playing a fool dear lens. I aim to sleep at 2.15am later. Hohahe. xoxo. Aug 18, 2009 Someone tell me why You are not alone I was really tired, i woke up and i went to sleep again, so i ended up being late again :( Anw, Lynn didnt head over to my hse today cause she was asked to work dued to the short of manpower. That also explains why i'll be working alot, not that i wana chiong, cause i dont seem to have a reason to reject them. Met lp, wilson, ken, botak, yichao & jonathan and caught Where got ghost. Though storyline was poor, but it was really funny and got me screaming at most of the scenes. Had the indonesian food as dinner, not bad :) And ken made me laughed non stop, thanks to lp partially. was really amusing and fun. Nice day hanging out with them, and more to come in the days to come. Took train with jonathan and he dropped at kovan as well, and waited for my bus with me before he got on his bus. I dont like to be called an idiot, this time's an exception. xoxo. Aug 16, 2009 I can get over you Tell me If you ever got over so easily. If you are already gone. If you are being contradicting. I dont feel good with my lens fooling ard with my eyes. I dont feel good when I dont get enough sleep. I dont feel beautiful. I dont feel happy at times. Im really tired. xoxo. Aug 15, 2009 Heart is breaking Hold on to every love I'll be your best companion. xoxo. A tough act to follow The loving look that's left in your eyes Damn qiao while im dropped at the brigde's busstop i saw Zhiliang from 72 also. So we talked and make our way to school, catch up with you guys soon, Sharon, Wan Nee, Benson, Jinxian and so on. NSIM is a crap paper, how :( Anwww this DE tcher of mine last sem was in the lect theatre for my paper and he said i looked diff S: didnt knw he rmbed us, Lol. Went to South to wait for Botak after ken & I finished our paper. Waited for him for quite long, as usual we were crapping like siao. Then ken randomly reminded me that Liang said today to eat dinner tgt, aah so i suggested call him?! hahah, so i called him and we disiao him say we waited for him at sch to meet us eat dinner, damn funny. And ken even act one dtsp's voice, Lol. Then botak came and we went hub tgt. Met Jon and Ivan. Then to eat at a random kptm. Lol, then yichao came and he's damn funny with his stories, Lol. Slacked till 9plus, 159 with Jonathan. :) Workingzz tml:S Mon movieeeez! :) When things get too concidental, misunderstandings rises. xoxo. Aug 14, 2009 You can't make it feel right Looking at you makes it harder Went to work todayzz damn tired opening with lynn. Then to hf to work cause only got Ima there. Lollol then ima go training at holland then beth camezzz. then she bought honey red tea for me. Aminah came and treated mezzzz muffin from the foodfair at hf. Back to vivo to work then kak bought Kfc for all of usssss :) Today's all abt food, and handcreams not to forget. Lovez the peoplez who bought the handcreamz from mez even me myself felt heartwarmingz. Went to shop at Topshop after workz, and got a cheap bargainzzz cause having sales now me love. Damn sad tml got nsim paper, haven studied dont wana see frankie ever agnzzz, cause i'h seen him for vb last year and him for nsim this semz. Baoyuz told me that the tops we ordered arrived alr me happy me she coming over vivo on sat when im working hehehehe :) Lynn coming over my place on mon for our online ljz, do visit us soon, i;ll put up the link when the lj's up. :) Me love holiday(though aft tml this is only study week) but me love it anw. :) For nowz, goodluckzz for nsim cause i doubt i can get anythingz in my brain :( xoxo. Aug 13, 2009 HAAAAAAPPPY BIRTHDAY WILSONN :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILSON(12/08) Happy 18th dear enemy hahah hope you enjoyed yst's celebration and everything man. Hangout tgt more and the days ahead :D Study hard man, and find a good girl soon ok! xiaotoot, Lol. My eyes damn painzz cause of the lousy lens :S not cheap somemore still pain :S I might be wearing glasses to work tml again like the previous time evryone was damn shocked when they see me with glasses, make me damn shy only. Lol. Yellow shirt, Your nicely drawn card with very small handwritten wordings. Its been more than one year. Sank. xoxo. Count your blessings Philosophies The last few days spent with my poly clique was good! 8) Ist up was national day, with lp, ken, jw, wilson, jon & botak. we decided not to ton since we will be meeting up the next day, 2nd up, met lp, ken &wilson for grocery shopping at amk cold storage then to wilson's hse. Then we went to eat dinner, bused to amk, ken went home the three of us went to sheng siong to get otaks but no stingrays :S then to my hse thn to provision shop and bought satay sticks and margarine. 3rd up is wilson's 18th birthday bbq at his hse with lp dtsp jw ken liang botak and jon. damn fun playing cards eating food and drinking alcohol. I enjoyed though im bound to fial ec paper today cause even the easiest ppl said i could ans, and im so dead for not doing comm skills report yet, i got a ugly F for report test alr :S Goodluck to me once again cause im working tml, and nsim paper falls on coming fri wich is after tml and i dont have any idea what to study for it and im still thinking i got really high chnace to fail cause i def fail the 2 labtests that alr passed cause im so smart that i didnt bring labsheets for both times :( Ohyah i watched overheard with lp jw ken jon botak and their friend yichao. Lol and i got influenced by their lingo, jiaowei. Damn funny okay i shall stop getting influenced if not i might open my mouth and first thing that will come out is jiaowei. 'Happiness is the feeling you're feeling when you want to keep feeling it' Damn true right right right. Lovin' the song fall in love by Olivia. xoxo. Aug 12, 2009 A million little things Dear Boon, I realised we have so many things in common when we met in secondary school, being in the same class. We came from the same pri school, we lived in the same area, ohoh and we are both from falcon, etc. I still rmbed the first few days of sch in Yuying, the tables were arranged in fours, hence you, me, vanessa and yanwei sat tgt. Reason being we were from the same pri school, so we felt more comfortable sitting tgt i suppose. It was really nice knowing you, we joined dance tgt, and surprising we got into the same classes for four years. We took like million and one neoprints, we often eat the maggi mee soup eat snow ice drink lemon tea. Once a Bff. Though the conflict that happened previously was really saddening, i rmbed me sending you a msg, i asked you what happened to us, i said that i'h never been so sad that i cried, not even going to the dentist and extracting teeths that i cried, but this time i did. Hahah all these brings back a smile that the conflict is resolved eventually, and we are still friends :) Too many times we often take things for granted and didnt realise to treasure it. True enough that was my wrong in the past. My dear boon, happy dearest 18th (09/08). You are always in my heart. Lovely girl, love you. Super delayed post but love me okay hahah :) Like what you said, live so near, Meet up soon okay! xoxo. Aug 9, 2009 Cuz you always shine Happy dearest 18th boon :) Ups and downs there have been, i never love you abit lesser okay! Wait for my super long post tml night kay. I love you a million, last long with your boyfriend. Near to seven years counting fm sec1, its never gna be ending. Lovez you dearest boon! xoxo. Aug 8, 2009 Take a smile (F) Flower xoxo. Aug 7, 2009 Too often, where im not. If my wishes can be true Will you change my sighs Recently alot of things have been disappointing me, of course that includes studies, life and random. Blogger is one of them as well, i cant upload pics, facebook suck. Went to meet Dtsp, Lp, jw & ken after my school at ljs. Dinner and chats, laughters and more. A pity ken has got smething on, and all of us felt really tired, dtsp had to chiong wdpd, so we didnt go and slack. Met mummy & sisters at point, got couple of stuffs fm fairprice, and got kfc home. Indeed true that sentimental songs makes you wonder. But never to worry, im always as cheerful as ever. Just that at certain moment, you tend to relate stuffs to the song you happen to tune in to right right right. Well, idk what to type further. FML sounds awful, though life's really a chore at times. I hate to think and explain. Screw it, till then. xoxo. Aug 6, 2009 Three loving hearts are pullin' apart of one I'm just woman, Fall in love. Nice catch up with dear gabby yst. Ban Mian with lovergirl gladys just now. We had a nice dinner though the one we often frequent during sec sch days closed down alr. I repierced my first earhole on the right. Blings. xoxo. Aug 2, 2009 This is seriously shit Hello spoiler. The font size of my blogger is not working idk whats wrong. I had a good day with dear gladys, and im heading her house these daysssss soon love her, love me. Im really super damn super damn tired. xoxo.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay