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(Your lovergirl) Cyz, 071091“Saying you’ll never fall in love is like saying that you’ll never smile. No matter how hard you try not to, someone is going to come along and make you.”
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Sep 30, 2009
Flowers Tell me how would you feel, try to be in my shoes. Sharon ♥♥♥ Danny says (2:13 AM): *see you soon, on the 10th! *shut up lah *go away *goodnight *love you Merry❥child says (2:13 AM): *haha love you too *=] Cant wait to meet this group of peepssssss, esp sharon, huiying & eileen. Lol like copy fm sharon's only. I hope that when i make time, its the right time. xoxo. Sep 29, 2009
We can't escape the love You know I give you all of me This damn cui face was taken yst, Lol. Who wants such face condition :( Idk whatsup with my face like suddenly man, sad casez.  And nevertheless, happy 18th to dear choi (28/9) Love you darling girl, we'h been through it all. Enjoy okay!  Super sweet me even sent her an email, heheh. Like self praise only, Lolz. Okay, never to forget my (A) face manzzz.  Work was tiring todayz, helped lynn with one of her customer who complained abt bs products and indirectly complained abt her, make a big fuss out of nothingz. :S But lucky the customer okay man if notz i think damn hard to serve her though i got great patiencez lol. ate with lynn after work, damn fullz. and my left eye has been twitching non stop the whole day even till now. Meeting V on thursday cant waittttt! xoxo. Sep 27, 2009
You are wrong The same, no more. Haven eaten anything since i woke up till now :S No appetite, but im feeling hungry alr. Mum got our dinner ready alr hehe. I hate staying at home when i requested for off but i dont wana return home late. Contradicting right, howww? :( Hungry lah! Bye. xoxo. It was just a mistake Stacking up and nothing lesser Been rather busy these days with work. Wanted to go over powerhouse after work yst to join gladys & co with lynn but she told me its an underage party then, and no alcoholic drinks so we dropped the idea of joining them. Headed over to clarke quay instead and called shan up and asked her to join us. And she suggested going Arena cause she has left her alcohol there the previous time she went. Borrowed her friend's work permit lolz cause im still underage but abit lame :S I love the cranberry vodka, like nice only, Shan's black label is the ultimatezz :S We got ourselves so high, danced and then cabbed with lynn. Even the cab driver knws lynn's name cause i keep calling lynn non stop and talked to herzzz all the wayz. The cab uncle attempted to drive me to a petrol station twice cause i was complaining that im urgent and enforced that controlling urine not good for bladder, but still i insisted not to pee at the petraol station. Lolzzzz only. Work was fine today though im very tiredzzz dued to drinking the night before. Two really nice and cute customers brighten my day, And ohohoh royston and junqun came to drop by vivo to find me, and yes happy birthday royston : D Eehon and canxing came with their friends when i was teaching Yang abt products, kind of surprised cause i totally forgt that eehon told me he might be coming today to sp. Down to clarke quay with lynn agn to meet bryan, angeline & co. Saw shawn on the way, but didnt knw was him i though was his twin brother till he smsed me and said he called out to me but i didnt heard him manzzz. Suppered with bryan & co and then to Haagen dazs with lynn then cabbed home. Bs dance and dinner is approaching, and my dearest 18 is coming in no time too. Super tired like you will never know how really tired i am. too many factors to consider, never wana be like a bitch. xoxo. Sep 25, 2009
And I swear you are the answer You're everything I'm not  Life's a bitch, i hate to repeat. Its all abt working and working, with a couple of offs to hangout and meet my friends. Ohyeah this apart, jim's been really nice sending mooncakes to bs for me for two dayssss, love the mooncakes man. Oh and lp and dtsp helped me checked my results and thank god, i passed every modules. Well, expected gpa arent good :S but better thn retaining right. Been home late these few days, my mum's getting more and more worried and being a little more sensitive cause of my behavior. Firstly was gg to Kak's hse for hari raya, left her hse at 2am, cabbed. Then next day to pub reached home ardz 3am plus, cabbed. Lollol and lovergirl just texted me abt gg st james tml, probably join them tml after work, and i asked lynn tgt as well. so that makes up to almost every night these days im either gg home very late or not gg home :S I felt abit bad but who can resist the temption of having fun. Def not me hehe, but im sure that i have to home-stay for a period of time after this. Went cine with lp few days ago.  Hahaha, and my xoxo 18th is coming soon. I wana open a buffet at my house or smething i shall decide it soon cause im still thinking about it. But i hope, i will enjoy all the celebrations man, since its my 18th! On a side note, i still haven met v and laura and glenda and sharon, huiying, dongwei and Py and boon and etc i miss ya all. Full shiftz again tml, totally hate waking up and having headache and cramps now totally suck. Sleeping soon hopefully. xoxo. Sep 18, 2009
Tell me this is karma, not. Slightly fucked up  Went to have mac with lynn after work yst. since i'h been having cravings for mac friessss. It was nice pouring to her, def. Work was fine today, except not being able to wake up on time, and shayne came to check on us, etc. But lucky i didnt get caught by him with my earstuds, i forgot to take it out and beth forgt to remind me. Always nice working with Lynn & Mira, we have like no lesser jokes everyday : ) But damn it, there's always brainless customers who really pissed me off. Like this random one, Me: Hi, you looking for anything? (Im sure i'h asked this line over & over for over hundreds of times working over @ bs for almost a year) And you knw what bloody reply she gave me? Her: No, nothing. Me: Okay sure. Her: Can't i just look at the products, can't i just look ard your shop? Like wtf, she must have fallen out of love. Lynn's Nowell came to fetch us at vivo, then to kovan to eat both of us are damnz hungry. Ate Maggi Goreng manzzz, and always nice sharing with Nowell cause everything he talks has sense manz. Lol the difference in age results in the diff way of speech is really true. He drove me home after that! : ) Meetup with Dtsp and lp two days back!  Dtsp and I became twins overnight, i didnt knw she cut bangs and she didnt knw i trimmed bangs by myself, and when i text her saying so, she replied, you knw what i cut bangs too!  Lol even my cousin knws who's and whats dtsp and lpp     My faces are damn crap here, with dtsp & Lp.  AND ALSO, DEAR V, CHEERUP OKAY ANYTHING ANYTIME ANYWHERE, YOU KNW CYZ'S ALWAYS HERE MAN : D HAHAH WANA SEE YOUR FAKE BOB SOON, ME LOVE YOU.  Hopefully Miss Clarity with lp & dtsp tmlllll. Hopefully lp's mum no mood to shop hahaha. xoxo. Sep 14, 2009
Different flavours Im rather lost Beth got me to follow her to singtel today and we went to look at phonesz, lol and i super much fall for the nokia E75 phone. Met with lp or awhile and probably we will go out soon manz, hahah cause her roadshows ends today, and i got quite a few random offs : ) Harsh decision, i dont mean that i dont trust people who are helping me now as partners, but for my age, i think probably im still growing up and at this stage i think no bloody 18 to be has made this decision that i'h made. Its bloody like a joke now, but you never knw if its gna work out. Bryan is def a very nice big brother, i knw this for sure. : ) xoxo. Sep 13, 2009
Fated to be im so happy to meet lynn today, we went to eat at the jap restaurant @ clarke quay we passed by the other day. Then to meet her friends, and after that had sme chats. Went 82 chamber or smething at clarke quay with lynn and bryan and angeline joined us after that. Anw, bryan is my new damn on brother, and damn qiao angeline studied at nyp multimedia as well but thing is she graduated long ago. Lol so damn clique with them : ) Im abit high cause i drank abit too much then normal, and i need to pee urgently. So, i shall go bath first hehehehhzhzhz. Work and down to clarke quay agn tml. xoxo. Sep 12, 2009
TIRED IM SUPER TIRED, SHALL UPDATE SOON MET LAURA & YX TODAYYYY. MEETING DEAR LYNN TMLLLLLLL HAAAAAAPPPY.  I LOOKED WHATEVER HERE BUT I DONT MIND, I JUST TRIED A NEW PARTING HEHEHAHZ. OMG TIRED. BYE XOXO. Sep 11, 2009
Im not trying Crossed out I msged L, and then she called me. Asked me along to her boyfriend's bda celebration at a pub tml. I'h just got slightly better from my fever, but i haven seen her for very long. Okay lah excuses, :S Steamboat at her boyfriend's hse too, hehe. xoxo. Sep 10, 2009
Thanks for watching as I fall Sick  Ohohoh i grabbed this pic fm fb : ) This was the day after the last sem paper and we headed to steamboat! After eating medicine at 1am yst i fell asleep and woke up like subsequently 2 to 3 hrs later and falling asleep over agn. i woke up at 10.30am which was not the usual timing i will wake upz and time passed damn slow when im sick :S i'h got totally no appetite. Mum got me a few packets of sweets, and she's getting me porridge for dinner later. However, i wana sneak out later to get bubbleteaz man my craving for the whole day alr :( but i still got on and off urges to vomit :S and im totally disgusted by the thought of it. cyz you damn sad casez. :( :( :( :( However, its always nice and glad to see really sweet concerns fm people. Dtsp left me a comment heheh : ) Or like V, V said (1:11 AM): *omg cyz u r sick agan!!!! *takecare of yourself alright, u will be fine <3 She left me offline msges again hehe <3 But it was really nice to see that. And Vincent called me and asked if im getting better, lol asked him how he knw im sick. He replied: I went bodyshop just now and lynn say yst you damn sick. hahha, but that was nice as well. Who dont love concerns, right? Im watching ming zhong over again online to cover this episodes that i missed. xoxo. Sep 9, 2009
Sick :'( I felt dammn uncomfortable after i woke up. I wanted to vomit since then. went to work was really not feeling well and shan got me sme really sweet little prunes sweets. But i still felt very tight on my chest i really felt like vomiting. Blame it on my cowardness i dont force it out unless it comes naturally. I went to get porridge didnt ate much and lynn gave me panadol, and asked me to go see doc. Headed to habourfront and steph accompanied me for a doc. Doc gave me two days mc S: Went home after that, and i still felt like vomiting, daddy's back fm genting at evening. I didnt eat much of mee sua mum cooked for me, no appetite at all :( After watching teev went to my rm, and after i suck on the second prune, i vomitted :'( Damn scared to vomit :S:S:S asked for my mum, and of course, i cried :( damn sad case to be sick, super sad case. xoxo. Im not living in your heart Too worn out to consider Im being asked to work full todayz agn. So tired and dont expect me to entertain you much when im tiredzz. But pretty glad and happy to see liang, junye & tiff, and last but not least vincent. Lol : ) it was really nice seeing them, not planned though hehehe. Alright compliments are making me pleased, but too much it becomes a form of stress, dont you agree? I'h alr set my mind, and told them, so probably i'll be leaving bs by the end of dec. Not that i dont enjoy working there, but im feeling too tired, and probably sianz of doing the same things. Alright but im very much sure i will miss alot of things there, certainly. haha but this is the longest job i ever worked since i started working, Lol. Alright enough of it, im sleeping soon cause im workingz tml and shayne is coming down to Sp on us, so i need to be more alert tmlz. And mystery shopper not out yet, so :S for the rest of the weeks. I need to pee, and go to bath straight after that, so start to learn to miss me hehaho. xoxo. Sep 7, 2009
You say I'm falling behind The restless heart - Jie says (2:00 AM): *twinkle twinkle little duck Merry❥child says (2:00 AM): *how i wonder why you duck - Jie says (2:00 AM): *like a ducky in a pond Merry❥child says (2:01 AM): *twinkle twinkle little duckz Lolz. xoxo. You are like a star No more heartbreak stories Damnz tiredz i almostz couldnt wake up like any other days :S I talkz damn alot and served damn alot of customers until i dont feel like talking much after thatz :S Damn sianz :S :S But sales was rather good though : ) After workkkkk, went over to cine with lynn to find her friends. Then headed to eat at one kopitiam with a couple of themz. Damn full, her friend drove and lynn came my house to pee, Lol. She always come my hse wana shit and peez dont knw her lah :S Hehehe. Im not working tml, hip hip hurraaay. But i need to go sch and after that most probably meeting lpz and long time no see gabby! : ) damn tired and sleepy that im even lazy to remove makeup and contact lenseszzz. :( :( :( Ohoho and i got chrysantheum tea which mum wana me to drink :S Damn sianz, why am i so lazy? xoxo. Sep 6, 2009
Not anymore It's written all over your face  Another hectic and busy day. You bet and you are right, i cant wake up this morningz i felt like skipping work and having to wake up early is the toughest chorez every morning :S Store was busyz today, so shit right cause im damn tiredz now. Ohooh, Lol @ this indonesia customer and Indianz customer. Indone: excuse me, whats the difference between bath & shower? Me: No difference? Hahaha. Indian: HAHAHAH and i sweared he laughed damn loud and gave that grin :S Lolz. Lol Lol. Alrightz left shop @ ard 11 plus. Homedzzz and i ate hashbrownzz and banana. And am drinking apple juice with my mask on hehe. Sleeping in less than an hr's time, daddy's off to genting with his friends. So mummy me & sisters are all gna sleep in one rm cause we are all so afraid of dark. Okay lah maybe except for dajie Lol. Alrightz, yes im working tml :S xoxo. Sep 5, 2009
Be True My Wondergirls Lovely subwayz with lp & dtsp. Caught I love you beth cooper with Lp, dtsp & Ht : D   Walked ard, dtsp and ht went off first. Lp & I went to taka to watch lion dance comp. Im really worn out by thenz. and the open area was damn hot :S Alrigth shall elaborate further when im free, cause im damn tired alr and am working tmlz. Ohoh and dtsp, have a fun & safe tripz okayyyyyyy, Miss you dear girl. Enjoy yourself and faster coem back we go out tgtzz : D xoxo. Sep 4, 2009
Unrequited Top down in the summer sun I was being asked to reach vivo before 11.30amz cause no one doing opening with mira :S Dropped by hf to take a couple of stuffs fm them before heading to vivo. I swear today was the longest dist walk i ever walked all these while during working. cause there's this indian woman who always freq our shop once in a blue moon, she took a long list for me as usual, she this time she spent the most ever in bs i guess as in a single customer's purchase in one go. She spent like 3000 plus having me getting her items that sum up to ard 8 baskets. Getting 80 over stamps for her rewards card. 26 Free gifts and CT bag and $260 vch. Aminah and I went all the way to cold storage wanting to get a trolley and help her with her stuffs to her car, but we forgot to get coins ard with us we made a wasted trip and we headed back to bs got coins and went to get trolleys. We didnt knw the direction to B1 by lift so we went the wrong side and we made a detour to the other side of the atrium. We reached the carpark helping her with her stuffs to her car, lol and she's like damn grateful to us. And we felt good too cause she bought really alot from us heheehe. Mainly dued to the Star loyalty promo hence explains why today's sales are excpetionally good, cause normally we get these kind of sales only during xmas season. We hit 7k today and hopefully the week down with the up coming promosz we can maintain this good sales, so we will have commission next mth : D Ohoho and im rather glad of what i will be getting by end of the mth, kak randomly took out calculator and did a calculation for mez, except for the boo part on cpf :S And my little pinkie got scalded by my hair straightener its damn pain. Unless you try it yourself you will never know how painful is that kind of painz. It numbs up your finger, then this sensation of heat rises up :S Super pain :S And Mira & shan were apparently not surprised that i dropped my tears, cause there was a couple of incidents that i cut my finger with penknife accidentally and i cried as well. Okay i sounded like a small girl but i just cant control my emotions. even when i watched variety shows or whateverzz like people suffering i feel the painz too, exaggerating though but its the truth :S Ohoh and finally i got my Soft hands kind heart hand cream today! My sissie is starting to recover i guess, dad brought her to the doc the third time yst and the doc told him that my sis has got two ulcers in her throat :S First time i heard of this manzz :S like throat ulcers. Dongwei- says (2:28 AM): *bye greatest girl *HAHA! Merry❥child says (2:28 AM): *hehe not bad ah still rmb *Nightz man *=] Dongwei- says (2:28 AM): *siao siao *byebye Alright bye im sleeping soon super tired. For the thousandth time i'h repeated, im lacking of sleep seriously :( xoxo. Sep 3, 2009
Bitterheart HAPPPY 18 BIRTHDAY (2/09) SHAWN SIM XR! : D Its ard 2 years we have known each other, and i rmbed i like to call you by your chinese name, Lol. Hope you have enjoyed your 18 birthday, always rmb you are not alone ok! I drew this for him, 18 cupcakesssssssss. dont mind the small pic idk why also :S  Sem papers were horrible. Can you believe i slept near to 3am and woke up like 5.30am to go to sch to study cmaths :S Yst's steamboat with clique over at bugis aft paper was fun and we all were super damn full. Then i rushed home and watched tv, lol i know its madness but i love that dramaz. Snapped a couple of pics before heading home, more outingsssss soon dear all. Work was crazily tired and im totally worn out. Lynn & I couldnt stop eating today, we are like eating anytime and everytime. Am lovin' the cream puffs fm beard papa sweetss. My nails are awful now dued to window change, like expected damn sad casez gna do my nails agn soon :S Ohoh and lynn said that she wana bring me go msia probably mid of sep if both of us gets a off and go her friend's salon cause she wana do her hair and stayover over at msia for one night! Im alr thinking of re highlighting my hair and her friend's gna throw in free treatment for us man : ) hehehe, so hopefully we will be gg there soon man. And that stupid girl went Double O with her friendszz cause she doesnt need to work tml :( Okay lah but one thing, she treat me damn nice and i like hehe. Mez poor thing have to wake upz at 10am tml :( Im seriously lacking of sleep, skin condition is getting bad.  Just like any typical, i hope im not falling too hard. xoxo. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay
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