Sometimes the feelings we start to have again Are the same feelings that never really went away
Profile (Your lovergirl) Cyz, 071091 “Saying you’ll never fall in love is like saying that you’ll never smile. No matter how hard you try not to, someone is going to come along and make you.” Tagboard Archives April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 February 2012 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Oct 31, 2009 Cause everything is never as it seems Please take me away from here) Why do I tire of counting sheep? (Please take me away from here) When I'm far too tired to fall asleep xoxo. Oct 26, 2009 That distant look is in your eyes I want the best of you Sometimes, i pondered over little things. The smallest and littlest things people will tend to overlook. Sometimes, i felt i spent my days away wastefully. Being 18, i should have abit of responsibility, regardless in the family, in school, as a friend or even being a daughter. Wahlau i just felt that my life should be more enriched, i should decide on how i spend my life wisely. Cant wait for ballet with Bff at ymca, i love to dance which is a fact. Felt abit sad for missing dance company's audition though. :( Though working at bs is a passion, but the workload accumulated over the year was too much, i find myself in a position where my responsibilities are more thn what i should have. Quitting by end of the year, no doubts im gna miss all the people there. So much, so much that i might be abit sad to leave. But right now, i knw studies is the top priority here. I wasted away almost 1.5 year of poly life, doing nothing slacking and days passed, i just hope that i pass sem exams everytime the process repeats. And seriously i should have abit of savings, not spending and splurging every single cent i have on unneccessary clothings, accessories, bottoms, bags and shoes. but the most impt factor is having a serious planningz before deciding on anything. Probably after reading all this post you might have a different opinion abt me. Sometimes i tend to scream at people here, rant everything im feeling terrible abt here, but hhehee, im still the most sensible cyz, hard on the outside soft in the inside! : ) Ohoh yahyah that day, both botak and i donated money to the auntiez outside hub with beautiful melody. I felt so proud of myselffff. Side note, fml seriously, im feeling hungry like so randomly before bedtime wthell. Happy birthday Yewchuan, you knw you are always someone i can talk openly to abt alot of things, hahah enjoy your day brother : ) Happy birthday Kitying! Now i see you more often in school & in class : ) Enjoy your day babe! : ) Happy belated Ethel, Sherwin and Javihn! xoxo. Give a little love Just because I can't pretend Went out to kovan with sis & eveline cause i couldnt stand having homestay :S Ohoh and saw (Borrow-wheel) ard heartland toozzzz. Lollol im hungry and here i am eating bananas, dad says bananas are to be avoided since im having cough, so i told sis, rmb to tell dad tml you ate those bananas ok! Ahhhh, how so sian i hate schoolz that start early in the morning totally killing me. Ohyah fiona yesssss, im happy hehheh and last warning to fabian chen! xoxo. Oct 25, 2009 New perspective Our great escape Royston Tan said (2:05 AM): wanna go supper? Merry❥child said (2:05 AM): nooo * Royston Tan says (2:05 AM): *wth *another one who reject me *wah lao *i PICK U UP LEHXZXZX *how rare Merry❥child says (2:05 AM): *haha i always rejects you Royston Tan says (2:06 AM): *mean *EVIL Merry❥child says (2:06 AM): *HAHAHA lousy! Ugly nature of humans, agreeable? xoxo. Oct 23, 2009 Time is placing to our private getaway Year 2 Sem 2! wthell i haven updated for like a week, cause im busy with school heheh. Not exactly but yeah new sem started manz. And like the last sem, no e2 classmates at all. But at least i knw couple of them like fiona, seet, ben, zahil, tiffany, weeting. Was quite sian in the frst day of school, but things get better on the second day with fiona, and good thing she mentioned to me abt michael cheong and changing of class. And lucky i went up to michael cheong's office with joe and we had a fast swap. Michael cheong was a nuisance though, probably too many peeps changing class like us. When we go up to him, he's like write your names on a piece of paper. Fiona helped us, and when we went into the room, and he said put the paper under the door. Im like, huh under the door? when we alr were in his office :S then he said, put on the table :S I forgive him cause i need his help :S Later in the noon, fiona got a text fm M.C that her mutual swap was approved, im like damn cui if she change i nvr change i'll be cui sialzzz. And lucky, i received his call ard 5 plus : ) So yeah changed classs over to e6 hehehe. reunite with lp dtsp ht jw : D Awesome me. The following days was good, meeting the girls in the morning then to school. With fiona ard in class, she's one big funny girl. Random modules with jw, wilson & sebastien and guess what Ken also transferred to e6 w-e-f yst! How nice, and we went for dinner again, im damn sick, sick sick sick. Msged mira abt taking off tml, she damn nice saying she'd cover me. Alright beautiful people are always ard for you to appreciate, just dont give them fucked up reasons to hate you. My mum's really nice to ask me to sleep early and get me medicines. Ohyeah i slept at like 11pm yst. Healthyzz cyz, bet you lost to me noobz. xoxo. Oct 18, 2009 Your eyes don't lie Happy symptoms Thankzzzzz yw :-) More thn words. Yanzhen: SAME CLASS NEXT SEMMMMMMMMMMMM : ) ♥ J.Seet: [ Yanzhen ] Yes yes! same class on coming Monday! HAHA :D die liao, Yanzhen will phyco me to skip lesson with her. Lol, kidding :) Stupid seeet, people will study this sem lah make me shy only. Hahha thank god there's you in the class man heheheh. Dyeing hair, and watch out for my short little cute hair in school! Fallling sick i'h got like throat ulcer :S hopefully i dont fall sick. hitting the clubzzz on wed! xoxo. Oct 13, 2009 You are a dear SHORTTTTTT! LP, DTSP, HT! GLADYSSSS! Xingjie who addressed himself as (X)! Ohoho anw for more updates for my birthday celebrationg with my lovely girls, tune in to Dtsp's bloggie @ http://metal-queens.blogspot.com/ hehe cause im lazy to upload the pics. Great time girls loveya all man. Though sadly we arent gna be in the same class agn next sem but same thing, anytime after school, during similar breaks and lects meetup okayy : ) Ohyah and thanks to Gladys, lp, dtsp, V, Huiting, mira, lynn, kak, Ima, Aminah, Steph, Javihn, Wenyang, Hongleong, Yew Chuan, Bangs, Cheekit, Binghui, Ken, Yueheng, Laura, Jim, Ziyong, Jielun, Yaowei, Sharon, Agnes, Eileen, Weijie, Beth, Gary, Xingjie, Benson, Boayu, Ethel, Boon, Wilson, Jianwei10, RoystonTan, RoystonPoh, Glenda, Vincent, Bryan, Choi, Ray, WilsonTang, Huili, Seet, Lam, Fathu, Py, Shawn, Velene, Eehon, Seow Weijie, Andy, KimAnn, Fiona, Ying Duan, Dickson, Huiying, Eugene, TingLi, Huixin, Jonathan, Jintai, Yan Wei, Amanda, Nilawan, Caleb, Angeline, Yanren, Jokhie, Nicholas, Mitchell, Ivan, Lydia, Maurice, Noel, Zicheng, Zahil, Vesta, Xiangying, Suffian, Tiffany, Mingyan, Ian, Meiyi, Dongwei, Iris, Junye, Janice. Lollol, if i left you out give me a comment okay then i add in hehehe. XOXO. The most beautiful thing If you are happy clap your hands. Picnic with sharon, huiying, wenting, eileen, agnes, benson & jinxian was great. Powerhouse with gladys, zhenling, alicia, angeline, joanne, amanda, samantha, geroge, neelam and one more guy their friend and we met wanzi, yanshan, weijie, ivan and the rest there. Damn fun and super high. Met Xuewei and then saw LyeBaoyu there also! Lol, she was like standing there and talking to me i thought she talked to the wrong person cause cannot see her face cause of the lightszz funny only. Cabbed home with Alicia and Wanzi at ard 4am plus. Damn shagged woke up at 9.30am and headed to vivo opening with lynn. Thanks lovely girl her bought me bubble teaa : ) Then do stock takezz damn shagged al the way till 1am plus. Kak sent the three of us home from jurong west to pioneer to my hg and she's gg back pasir ris :S Off today and tried cooking spaghetti with dajie. though im only waiting and adding the gravy but i did contribute lol. Thanks to dajie the spaghetti was nice : ) Changing passport tml meeting daddy. Then celebrating my chinese birthday with family! Hehehe. shall update my bda celebrations soon and thanks to all who wished me. I shall type your names here soon, qidai man! Powerhousezzzz on fri, hopefullyzz i dont start work ful on sat :S xoxo. Oct 9, 2009 bff! THANKS LOVERGIRL FOR TODAYYYYYY LOVE THE CARD THAT MAKES ME MELT LOVES THE DIOR EYECOLOUR AND MASCARA LOVEYA THE MOST : ) LUNCH AT RP SOONN WITH YOU. LOVEYA MY BFFF : ) SHALL UPDATE MORE SOON. AND THANKS XINGJIE FOR THE CARD AND THE PIGLET AND STITCH THOUGH IM CUTER ALRIGHT THANKS SO MUCHHHHHHHH. xoxo. Oct 7, 2009 Baby cause you are the greatest HAPPY DEAREST 18TH CYZZZZZZZZ. YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN SO NICE AND IM LOVIN YOUZZZZZ : ) I LOVE BS D&D MAN SEEING EVERYONE WEAR NICE NICE DRESSES AND COSTUMESSSSSSSS. DANCED ABIT AT THE DANCE FLOOR THERE WAHLAU BETH DAMN HIGH EVEN WITHOUT ALCOHOL SHE DAMN EXTREME ALR. KAK WISHED ME HAPPY BDA AND SHE SANG A BDA SONG FOR ME, AMINAH, STEPH, MIRA AND BETH ALL WISHED ME ON THE SPOT. THEN TO ST JAMES WITH LYNN, IMA AND SHAN. THE SINGER THERE KEEP WANTING US TO GO UP AND DANCE, OHYAHHHH THE MC WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY THE COUNTER GIRL SAMA BDA AS ME AM HAPPYYY. LOVE THE CRANBERRY VODKA MAN LIKE ALWAYSSS SO HAPPY ME. DANCED AND CABBED HOME WITH LYNN HAPPPYYYY. MEETING MY DEAR FRIENDS TO CELEBRATE MY BDA HAPPPPPPPPY. GLADYS NEXT ON THE 8TH SUPER HAPPPY LOVE ALL OF YOU WHO WISHED ME MY PHONE'S FLAT REPLY ALL OF YOU ALL TML MANNNNNNNNNN LOVEYA ALL. IM HAPPY : ) BUT I WISH TO RECEIVE SUNFLOWERSSS MAN AND I WANA FLY KITE WITH BROTHER ROY AND EAT DIMSUM WITH HIM SOON. HEHEE. THANKS V FOR THE POST I LOVE YOU LIKE ALOT MANNN. xoxo. Oct 4, 2009 Treat me like you used to do The littlest things you missed My luck's going down and down :( Lol really lovez my phone though damn hard to reply msgesss Damn sadzz i broke like numbers of eye colours and cheek colours :( Im feeling so :S my luck's going down my eye twitching and all the bad things happening alr. I feel so sucked, esp sad when no one was ard me to let me confide to and encourage mezzz, lynn wasnt working :( WEIJIE lonely mooncake festival, says (1:14 AM): *WAH LAU YES DAM LONG NVR SEE U *THE LAST ONE WAS *LAST YEAR *MARCH *WHEN U ARE STILL SELLING BABY CLOTHES Merry❥child says (1:15 AM): *HAHAHAH YAHYAH *i rmb you still came to find me like nice only *lol *i missed my baby clothes job sialz Lol, we didnt talk for like a year alr man. Hope he mugs hard for his As and probably see him around for my bda soonnnn next weeek : ) He still says he wana ask me out to play sparkles and candles till he realised he lost my number, like funny only. But i fogive him cause i lost his too. hehehe. Okay feeling so tired alr heading to bed sooonzzzz. Tml's the 3rd day of work, im working five days straight :S xoxo. Oct 2, 2009 I'm the first to fall and the last to know I hope you think of me Damn cui today cause i rush out to the busstop then i forgt my uniform heng i rmbed call and daddy brought it down for me missed my bus :S Work was tiring like always but today was cool cause im working tilll6 pm only. Vincent came by again, and then lynn & I went to near the sea there outside vivo. I always like talking to her, and i knw she loves me hehhe cause we have so much to talk and share. Met choi at hg mall for pizzahut man, love the baked pasta : ) Passed her a belated pressie hope you like it, dear girl. I swear im super cui-ed. Working at 3pm tml i can sleep my ass off till 12 plus hehe happy when it comes to sleeping. And my left eye is still twitching, maybe i should just believe that im lacking of sleep like what lynn says and not smething bad's gna happen. Anw, quite glad to receive Javihn's msg on wishing me an advance birthday, hopefully more to come on 7th! hehehe, looking forward to clubbing with my bs babess and my celebration with lp, dtsp and the rest on the actual and meet gladys on the 8th and meeting sweet, sharontsy, eileen, etc on the 10th. I'h alr requested off man hehaho. Hope to meet choi and the few others soon too. Missesz. xoxo. Sometimes Closer to your eyes Im so sorry yw, i was terribly late cause my alarm sucked. Met him and we went to take a train to woodlands then bussed to jb. I guess i need to change a new passport pic cause the custom ppl keep asking me for i/c numb cause the person in the passport doesnt resemble me, but obviously she's me contradicting right but thats the fact. I complained to mummy about it and she wants me to get it done soon :S Ohyah and went citysq with yw we walked and we tooka random bus and went to another shopping mall. It was a nice day, wanted to meet v tml instead but she couldnt make it so i called her up and we decided to dinner tgt man : ) THANK YOU LOVELY V FOR THE SUPER SWEEET LOVELY DIY FAIRY CHEST BOX WITH YOUR PAINTINGS AND THE DESIGN LOVE IT, ALSO FOR YOUR-NEVER-TO-FAIL-EVERY OCCASION-A-CARD LOVE IT AND SEE I CENSORED THE WORDS SO ONLY I CAN READ HEHE, ALSO FOR GETTING A CLIP FOR THE CARD TO GO ALONG, LAST BUT NOT LEAST ONE OF MY FAVE FOOD IS CHOCO, AND THANKS FOR THE ROYCE CHOCO MAN DEAR GIRL YOU MAKE ME SO DAMN TOUCHED! <3 SEE THE FAIRY WAS DIY AS WELL, SO SWEET! lollol and i met this dear girl at hg inter where we bussed over to punggol park to dine @ bliss. Damn nice environment and we had a great time catching up with each other, laughing like siao. The dinner was super filling with course meal and soup and salad and drinks. Update with pics once V sent me : ) And also this V damn funny and clumsy todayzzzz irritating girl but love you man! She told me damn excitedly while she took her camera out that she brought along her cam to take pics, then to realise that she charge her cam then forgt to put the battery back into the cam :S Lol, after dinner follow her home and open pressie and take pics at her hse downstairs then she acc me flag cab, she says im lame cause the dist fm her hse to my hse is like quite short haha but nvm lah i scared of walking alone. Loveya v, please meet me up soon. And guess what, this irritating v kept thinking my bda was today (2oct) like wth right omg everyone go spam and scold her in her onsugar lol. Kidding, i'h forgiven her. Thanks for being so sweet v, though im also quite sweet but this time you win! Working tmlzzz, but ending work at 6pm! Cool not, tell me about it! xoxo. Oct 1, 2009 I walked in on your love scene Whether or never Really super tired, three days of full :S Ohyeh, thanks to namely, Kak, mira, lynn, shan, beth, ima, aminah, steph & lene for this super cute and as-lovely-as-me helllokityy phonezz the one im eyeing for longz. Lol lol, kak even wanted to surprise me by saying, eh zhen, i wana talk to you, im very angry with you. And i was thinking wth happened, then she said abt the hk phones that i'h been talking abt with beth then she asked me which design i think better cause she wana buy, Lol. And she alr bought the phones for ima & i, just that she gave me the chance to choose first, lol but i chose the one that beth chose for me too : ) So obessed with the phone now manz, damn cute though functions not really good, and i swear this phone can make me reply msges damn slowly but im lovin' it idk why. Hehe, the phone is a cutie, it came with a bag, a headpiece, a lanyard and a pouch! Thanks so much babes, love it! Window change was hectic, cause there was simply too much to change :S Initially going Arena with lynn & shan but shan had a headache, and it was alr late when we finished work. Hence, cabbed home with lynn straight. Going Jb in the morning, and meeting V after that for Ichiban Boshi for dinner : ) Miss this darling girl. xoxo.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay