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(Your lovergirl) Cyz, 071091“Saying you’ll never fall in love is like saying that you’ll never smile. No matter how hard you try not to, someone is going to come along and make you.”
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Dec 27, 2009
You believe in fairytales We're all afraid  Its been a hectic week, seriously. Fun and crazy wed night, thanks to the ride home, jw10's friend! ohyes and crazy cup noodle(ing) with hilda and mira after work on xmas eve, we slacked outside habourfront centre eat and chat and laugh all the way till 3am. It was fun thoughh. Been working full shiftszzzz and lynn's not at vivo anymore makes me miss her presence alot. Went to hilda's bda celebration at arandaa country club @ pasir ris just now. Have a great and lovely 21st babe! Loveyaaaa. Thanks to nowell for ride home earlier on and meeting dear lynn tml! I haven really gotten the time to pack my xmas presents and do my cards :( Like what connie says, xmas is over alr lah deyzzz. Ahhhh nvm, i shall wake up abit earlier tml and do those cardssssss. Cause im really tired, and meet up soon v. Miss ya and my big card i want hor! Call you soon lp :-) miss ya dtsp, lp and htz. Unknowingly, fallen out with. I dont need someone who takes it out on me, and just fuck all those craps on me. You are nothing lesser thn a loser. xoxo. Dec 16, 2009
Miss me the lovable cyzzzzz Im gg off, Genting! loves. xoxo. Dec 15, 2009
VAJY! V ☮ says (12:38 AM): *wah damn good uh *me vivian 18yrs old birthday 3rd june still UNEMPLOYED now :( Im declaring umemployed too, soon. Heheh, but at least i can rest well. And like a shit now its gna be 1am and i haven get started on studying. Fml and my nails like a cui. xoxo. Dec 14, 2009
I’d probably be happy Kiss me with your lies and promise me the world.  Sharontsy says (10:58 PM):*oiee*stupid girl Merry❥child says (10:59 PM):*what stupid Sharontsy says (10:59 PM):*you got help Pepsi advertise? *my school got one poster ah got one girl look very much like you Merry❥child says (10:59 PM):*ah really ah nopez *hehe *show me Sharontsy says (10:59 PM):*i never take photo leh Merry❥child says (10:59 PM):*haha pepsi no luck to get me *haha Sharontsy says (10:59 PM):*... Sharontsy says (11:00 PM):*-.- Merry❥child says (11:00 PM):*hehe #$%^&*()_ im still not in the mood to study, why is this happening again. Caught the lastest vids on clicknetwork, damnz funny like dont knw whatz. Grandpa's hse there to baibai, then to school to study thn to ballet! Sweet talking just makes a person feels better and more loved for that instance, but reality is often the otherwise. Common tests makes people stressed out, and tell me why do i have 2 papers instead of some's 1? I know im always whinning abit too much, cause no one likes exams but im really having no much motivationzz. :'( xoxo. Dec 12, 2009
Mixed signalsz. Words are bullets and they kill as good as any gun. Atriumz, sales was really good at the atrium. This customer bought 40 showergels fm me in one shot. Ohyah and i went for break with hilda and ima! Love them twoz. ohoh and during the evening i was asked by shayne to go remove my makeup cause there's a live makeup demo by bs makeup specialist, wendy and they wanted me to be the modelz. So, headed back to shop, removed makeup with a cui face :S And im damn sad cause, my dark eyecircles are so obvious and dark :S And they thought i haven remove makeup -.- (WTf) Lolzzz, there was barely any ppl cowding ard thoughzzz but i was given this winter trend smokey eye look by wendy using the winter trend eye and cheek palette #2. So rmb to drop by at bs atrium tml and sun cause there will be a demo also at 3 and 7! Then i went back to shop after the live demo cause it was rather busy therez. I felt so damn what when its not your fault and people just easily puts the blame on you cause you are the easiest to be blamed on. and the alternative reason is so that you cant blame on the higher authorities, and being a FT, is always so called 'higher status' thn the PT. I tell you fack you biggg girrrrl, one more time, i shot you down. Okay enough, im being a dramama again heheh. Im too cute to be true yesssss? HHAHAHA.  And, i got so much to tell hilda today and she as well has so much to share. Trained with her today! And looking forward to your 21st bda babe! full shiftz for the weekends. :( xoxo. Dec 11, 2009
We’re all damaged in our own way. I never said I was perfect, but I can take you away. Yst was really screwed during closing. I guess everyone was just too tired over atrium and shop. As long as we accomodate to each other, everything's not going down down down down :-) Cabbed home with beth and aminah! And then i chionged my script for china & india studies last night for presentation today, and i ended sleeping at ard 3am. Smart me didnt overslept this morning and woke up at ard 6am plus. To school, and reached at 8am plus. Lolzzz, singhui disiaoedz and said i reached like never before, like a nonsense lah she. heheh. The presentation was fine, lp was sickening random cause while its Q&A, she suddenly said this, eh cyzz you see singhui's nose like a nice ah! Hahaha, im like, eh lppppp you random manzz, then she went on saying what is true what some ppl's nose like big and broadzz, .... Hhahah, like a funny, i can be a dramama soon.  Then after China& India, to lect with lp. met ht in the lect rm. Then dtsp and ken came after their elective as well. I was indeed moodless then, and called lynn to call me back at lp's phone. So went out to talk to her, and filled her in whatever happened. Went to work after itp lab, and thenz i realised it shouldnt be fml, it should be fsl, ask me why kkkk! i will be glad to share manzz. And yes lah, i love ng guoooo's accompany always! Tml atrium, with ng guo ard too hehh.  After this whole week of chionging work, i shall put more effort into my ct papers following on!  Atrium girlszzzz tml! xoxo. Dec 8, 2009
when we listen to our hearts The reason people find it so hard to be happy,is that they always see the past better than it was.  Went to RAD lab with dtsp in the morning. DDI test for the last lesson. Then off to town with lpayz on 162 fm amk. heheh, i kept entertaining her cause im a nice cyz. Then i got my concealer fm taka like finally, have been surviving on the bb cream fm face shop ever since my clinque one was finished. then to cotton onz and max & more, to toast box for mee siam and ice milo for me and ice tea for lpayz. Saw wilson and his friend ronnie there. lol, had a short chat then lpayz and i went walking along orchard to dhoby. And happened to witness a happening scene on the street. This couple had a big tiff over idk what and the girl threw the laptop bag on the floor infront of the guy, and smashed the phone to the floor. Then she wanted to hit the guy but the guy took over and slapped the girl really hard. he super bastard, like the girl was slapped in the public like that. She's someone's daughter, not just anyone for him to slap. And the guy even pushed her towards the wall and wanted to strangle her. Then this angmo lady shouted to him, saying that he shouldnt treat a lady like this, and even told him to watch out cause she's gg to call the police. Fuck his hack and loserz face, though its none of my business but both lpayz and i was feeling damn cuiz for the girl. So much for a relationship. So yes lah, in a relationship, aside fm ups and downs, not everyone is true to each other. Sweetness at the start that totally melts you, and way back yet to come is the tragedy. Hence, always pick the right one, dont come round regretting and a reminder to self. Infocomm security labtest first thing tml. Ballet at night! Lovin' wed cause no osm lab this week and off to work at 3pm! China & india studies presentation in the morning on thurs, haven got my slides done :( Then to work at 3pm! Fri working at atrium fm 3pm and full on sat & sun. Kawai: dont oversleep please. Merry❥child: hahah Merry❥child: i always do. Merry❥child: but hopefully not tml. Hectic, no? You are mad. Bye. xoxo. Dec 7, 2009
No emotions Everything breaks. Some things just hurt more than others.  Yst after work went to boat quay to eat with lynn, her cousin huiming and hilda! heheh, we ate pratas and shared maggi goreng, like a super full only. Then to huiming's friend's friend's pub at bugis, i forgt the name alr but we had a good time singing and talking there. Took a couple of pics as well, really fun. Lol, and huiming's friend's friend paid for everything, but hilda and i cabbed home first. cause poor me am working full shift today. Beth brought samantha to vivo today, she like a cute only, i like her she like me. Ohoh and i didnt follow lynn and nowell to have supper with shawn after work. I went home instead and dint wana them to make a detour to my hse first so i took a public transport home. Omgz, sch. xoxo. Dec 5, 2009
Fuck you big boiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii I almost fell for it i ended with, Merry❥child says (1:23 AM): or maybe i think you need more choices :) Losers are always sore losers. xoxo. Dec 4, 2009
HECTICZ Turn my frowns upside down NT test today, went work after that. next week gna be a busy and hectic week. Having ballet on tues, work in shop from wed & thurs. Atrium fm fri to sun. China & india studies presentation on thurs morning. Needs a facial terribly. and my eyes is closing down, im super tired. :S didnt went with lynn and huiming to drink at boatquayz aft work. Missed out sme kind of fun but its worthwhile getting myself more rest rather. xoxo. Dec 2, 2009
You'll find my footprints in the sand They said nothing last forever  Almost a year plus ago. But im still lovin' the pic hehe. Wayne suxx :S OSM lab next and next week yes lah no lab hehehz. After school astons with lp dtsp ken jw and botak came. After that went to find lynn. Damn stupid i thought i alr passed somerset and forgt to go down thn i went down at orchard telling lynn i missed somerset and when i realised somerset is actually the next stop so i boarded agn and then i alighted and realised that i should have dropped at orchard cause lynn's at fareast. omg and i walked like damn long dist before i landed at cine, my cells were all killed fm walking :S Met lynn and she alr shopped at AX for her bf's pressie im sorry manzz sisz. then we headed to hk cafe and had soup noodles cause i realised i haven been eating hk cafe for a long time manz. And we saw three guys who resemble, as in look alike fm far like the hua yang shao nian guys like a funny only. we laughed like what sialz. damn fullz then we left and went to diva for accessories. Then her friend, elvin came and fetched us fm cine. Haha damn funny in the car cause he drove damn fast and we were as if in some kind of gamezzz. Ohoho and 8am china & india studies again. I have to wake up like 6am :S damn sianz please please please. After sch to workzzz, call me goodie girl. And lastly, junqun's bda is on the 3rd of dec. Heh, a little advance bda to you since im alr blogging before it strikes 12. Time passes, and its been more thn a year i'h known you. Kind of funny that i know you through your mum while i was working for les enPHants. But its been nice knowing you, and knowing some of your funloving friends. There are times when we share we each other our rants, and times where we dont talk at all. Ups and downs but still Friends forever ah! Yes lah its your 18th, party and rock on. Wc with you and your mummy soon! xoxo. One time Ever had that feeling - you wish you weren't you? Poor thing me, but scalded by my hair straightener yst :(  Wayne kan's lab suck as usual. After lab walked to amk with jw and sebz. Then met Best and Boon kiat. We headed to eat at dhoby exchange, just acia. like a nice but then i wasted the food agn :S ohyes i asked best abt her opinions and she suggested i get myself a Pregaine. Dont ask me whats that abt, damn depressing man.  Ohyah then best and i went for ballet at ymca. Two words, coolio pupilioozzz man. My instructor's a guy but he has a really nice posture. His face is abit joker thoughz hahah. I went to get myself cupwalker after reaching kovan. My all time faveszx!  Ohoho am feeling abit tired alr but am very very hungry :( How :( Ohoh v made me damn touched by uploading the very touching album in fbbb. omg make me a card this xmas okkk, love ya babyzzzz.  And yes lah im meeting lynnz tml, the cutie girl's best sis. And idk why royston always like to praise me, who to blame, cause im such a cutie :( HAHAH.  And dtsp you survived to read my post before you sleep, so lets sleep our hunger away after reading and looking at my faces. Seeya tml and dont be late for lesson ah! xoxo. Dec 1, 2009
One in a million How could everything go from being so amazing Yes lah another cui monday. Monday bluez what you expect :S Database quiz like a cuiz, all four of us failedz. I just finished the series of Sky of love again, and it cant stop me from crying away. Touching like no tomorrow. :'( Yes lah school starts in the noon tml, im lovin' it so much and hopefully i dont oversleep since sch starts late. And also ballet with best girl tml at ymca, excited! Im currently very hungry and i need to pee. Heheh. xoxo. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay
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